New Orleans this weekend for me!
I love new Orleans going in June for a anderson paak concert. If my body allows it
Is flying lotus going to be there?
No. thundercat tho
Just studying in my room and can hear someone listening to Californication in a nearby flat, its a beautiful day and doing some study is making me feel good
We need to have a feel bad log as well. I just went a party and there is nothing good to say about it…
Make one! it’s important that people can complain too hehe
I mean to be fair I think the majority of logs are “bad feel logs” heh
True haha
Hey guys - good feel update here - for the first time in a year (when I’m not super drunk) I slept like pre-fin. I didn’t even remember a single dream! And i only woke up once (which is normal for me). Anyways, I’m not really feeling any different with the nice sleep, but I thought I’d share. Also, my GF has told me that my muscle twitching is MUCH less than it used to be, and I am no longer “honking” and moaning in my sleep, lol. Anyways, small victories.
Progress is progress!
Thanks for posting, I’ve been feeling down today and hearing some positive news is helpful.
Funnily enough until a day or so ago, I was feeling like I might be getting over this and had noticed improvements recently. Then everything got bad again! Not as bad as it was, so the trend is still good, but man I wish it was all up and no down.
Do you scrutinize the good days trying to figure out what the common denominator is? I keep doing that and it sorta ruins it.
No, I feel it doesn’t work like that.
My school of thought is that I think my body “wants” to get back to normal and it will do if I leave it alone long enough.
If I get a good day, I just think “yes! It’s happening!” If I get a bad day (as today) I wonder if I did something wrong, but I don’t think it bears analysis!
After a real shitty few days and with no intervention my muscles filled with blood, I got a few seconds of spontaneous boners and had a lift in mood! That’s twice now in the last few months. These things never happened previously.
After a rough day I went round my sister’s house for the evening. We had a really good chat, laughed, cried, hugged, then played some board games. Things are really fucked up, but I feel so lucky to have love and support from my family.
Went on a camping trip with some friends. Had a wonderful time. I had forgotten how great it feels to be surrounded by wild nature!
80 degrees and crystal clear blue skies this summer morning. Felt at peace and I love this time of year. have a list of fun, simple, relaxing things to do this summer:
-sit on my balcony watching the night sky and listening to meditative music with my cousin, staying up the whole night
-BBQ and bonfire with beer and smores in nearby forest
-Play some retro survival horror video games
-Go to the beach and pool
Again after a tough 48 hours with terrible insomnia an hour or so of sleep broken by frightening nightmares and lots of symptoms extreme anxiety, bleeding gums, cold Limbs, dryer skin, suicidal thoughts I started this morning with some weights, muscles filled with blood and my mood is extremely good! These windows keep me going.
Good news @Andrew35!
I’m really pleased to hear it. I find that when I’m feeling better I’m more moved by music.