I got upset at myself felt like a failure and i beat myself in the face with my own hands and thought about dying my pfs syndrome isnt improving is anyone else experiencing similar thoughts of self harm because of this?
being severely harmed by a medication is very traumatic and can cause extreme emotional states… I have severe PTSD because of psychiatric abuse/medical harm and sometimes I get periods where I self harm a lot, shout, bang my head, cry etc because of the trauma of all of this… I sympathise with you and I’m sorry you’re also going through this
I think I’m having one right now.
I wasn’t like this before. This shit traumatised me so badly, I have regular episodes of extreme suicidal ideation and panic.
Hell on earth
I feel the same at times. Maybe because it has been a 10+ years of struggle for me…Long enough to develop a couple of coping mechanisms. İ Remember it is in your hands as to how to respond to this tragedy. Stay away from places/situations/people which makes such emotional states more probable and more with situations which makes you feel more normal. Long walks, nature always helps…
It is tough…
I can feel your pain. saw palmetto, is sold like vitamins in drugstores and health food stores. No one think s to get such an awfull disease from somewhat like Müsli. So saw palmetto is an ugly devil.
I was fucked down by finistarid this year 60 yo. I think ten or twenty years ago I had saw palmetto allready in my hand, it was just big fortune not to buy it than.
But this year I had no fortune, because I took the pills without checking the Internet. For this weird mistake I cold kill myself. 10.000 times. Sometimes I think of this moment I through my live in the garbage for hours and hours, days after days, I could hurt myself and kill myself to make this moment I decided to take Finistarid unhappen.