Rip Ape. You are now resting
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You’re talking about meditation right? If so, how long has it taken for you to feel better from it?
I started to feel better pretty quickly but i also take daily hot baths and cardio exercise and healthy diet too.
I recommend taking a T shot first if you have not already. Not taking a T shot caused me to have more endocrine crashes which really slowed my recovery and added years to my recovery time.
U are not even 3 months into this and u are suicidal, wait it out a year or two atleast before making conclusions. And u haven’t even tried anything.
There is such a thing as too much pain.
And like you were back then, I’m very close to the edge.
Rest in peace my brother, you surrended to what’s probably the most unhuman condition one can deal with.
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This disease takes suffering to a level I expect most don’t experience even in death. @Exsexgod you still have time to improve you’re in the eye of the storm right now. While I’m continuing to deteriorate I don’t always have the extreme levels of anxiety, anhedonia etc which is probably where you are right now. Wait it out and don’t catastrophize
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Yes I’m bipolar with manic and depressed psychotic.
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Try to distract your mind. When it first hit me 20 years ago I was paralysed I couldn’t go out, meet people or eat food because of the terror. I really think I’ve learned to adjust with time or when such extreme episodes land. Back then there was no information I thought I’d woke up with schizophrenia, was going mad, wanting to kill myself. Etc.
When did you get diagnosed with it first?
U are bipolar, so u must be on some antipsychotics, no?
I can’t manage it man it’s just do or die, there’s no excuse. Walk and work till u faint away and try to remain as much normal as possible, that’s my only option.
@Exsexgod they put me on SSRIs and things returned to normal. They helped for approx 6 years while I continued to take fin on and off. I’d say things have got progressively so much worse these last 6, 7 years. I’ve simply adapted to feeling ill all day every day. My ability to put a face on for others has proved too much. If I’d known it was fin and stopped years ago I’m sure I’d be in a much better position. That’s great news that you had an improvement. The light is starting to come through for you.
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What symptoms did SSRI help with back then?
I had extreme anxiety, insomnia brain fog and ED all but the ED went. I could still have sex but lost a lot of interest. My brain function was extremely good as I had no anxiety or inhibitions whatsoever.
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Is there anything that has helped / helped in the past with ED?
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I was more worried about other things tbh.
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I understand.
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Do you think its better to get PFS old or young? I’ve been thinking about this because both have pros and cons. Pros for getting it young is that you still have a long life ahead of you to make sense of it and maybe get better, but the cons are so much of your youthful life dies. Pros for being old is that you already got to live most of your life normally and can look back on it to get you through it, but cons is that you might have less support and less chance of healing from it down the line
It’s the easiest of choices. There are virtually only “pros” (this sounds weird when talking about getting PFS) in getting sick old compared to young.
You have live a good portion of your life, which at 60+ is supposed to be much more stable compared to your 20s and 30s.
Plus, is much harder to lose friends and family when you’ve been togheter decades.
@maxim117 Don’t compare it, it is cynical! You young ones are f…ked much more than me or the other two or three older ones in this forum!!!
Reading all the posts I’m so afraid of all this Pharma Shit given to innocent Childs. All the Serotonin Reputake Inhibitors causing anhedonic to Young Boys and Girls. Prescriped from fascist doctors as happypills. The fu…g Acne pills.
You are young, it’s your live, it’s your world!
You are waiting for Gentherapie. But this Syndrom sucks at so many Sites. Maybe help comes as a sideeffect from prostain cancer treatment.
So there ist hope for you Young Guys to live a relativ normal Sexuallity even with the Syndrom.
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