If you are optimistic about our condition, i strongly suggest you not to read this topic, because many people would think of it as pathetic, pessimistic or something like that. I don’t have intention to judge it in that discourse.
I’m new member here and, to make long story short, i will say that my symptoms are very similar to those most of us share. By that i’m referring to libido issues, anxiety, depression etc. As it is mentioned in the subject, i decided to post here about my decision to finish this comedy. I mean, there are no words to describe how humiliating it is to be impotent in your 22nd year, to get almost panic attack whenever you have to speak in front of group of people, when you are concerned whether your eyes will start to fill with tears in front of others because your hormones are totally messed up and your eyes become tearful to the most banal situation in the movie or reality.
So, considering that i’m not hoping that doctors will find treatment for our condition in this decade or any time soon( the last thing we need here is to deceive ourselves) my decision is strong. But, a couple of days ago i thought about the fact that there is someone responsible for all this. And i really think that they should get what they’ve deserved. Freedom and justice aren’t given things “from above”. Man must fight for them. So, it may sound, and will to many of you, ridiculous, insane, or something like that, but, considering that i absolutely don’t have anything at stake anymore, [CENSORED] occurred to me like good idea. That way my suicide will make some sense.
I mean, how much innocent, completely healthy young lives these sick animals have to take to stop? It is unbearable anymore in general, regarding whole pharmaceutical industry. Last example is CODEIN. And i’m afraid that things will not going to change unless something radical happens. That will bring us desired media attention. I’m sure this is right thing to do in my situation, because i’m not patient enough to wait for years and years for some kind of possible treatment. Of course, i haven’t decided this definitively, and i think the only question remaining is courage, but, with the passage of time, complete desperation will solve that one.
Good luck to all.