Sorry for this but having really strong urges just now.
Have had a horror crash before but wasted a few years of good function. Should have made more friends anf tried for a family. Now middle aged and dont think I can go through this all again, shrinkage age, ed, muscle wastage and everything else. Didn’t realise how good I had it habing drifted from the forum, it seems everyone is fucked for years. Now Im old and going to be plagued by this for years.