HI,
Most here focus on the negative shyte, only that wil eat you up, and give zero benefit.
Focus on how to become healthy, may take a few years, probably a decade, and maybe you will never be back 100%, but focus on the good thing Health, its all out there, that is constructive building your body and mind learn how to use your mind and more importand how to not use it.
Short recommendations for the mind---->power of now/sedona method/meditation/etc.
body---->fast/cleanse all bodyparts/eat right/etc. Become a new body that is possible you know. There is tons to learn to become a healthier and better person focus on that, in 2 years you wont look back. See fina as the learning experience it was, likely ment to be. Learn more you will be amazed whats out there put some effort in.
I would say 100% recovery for me.
Cheers,