Hello everyone, first off let me say I am relieved to come to a site like this after the struggles Ive been having from this horrible drug propecia. It makes me feel better knowing Im not alone in this situation, although it sucks people like you have to go through this BS too.
Well first off, as you can see by the subject line, I am 26 years old and I took propecia for about 2 years. I noticed a lower libido as time passed on and the fact that I would hardly ever get morning erections. I was worried but at the same time noticed that hair was getting thicker on top of my head more towards the back. Along with the fact that no new hair was falling out except for around my hairline. This gave me a lot of satisfaction with the drug but in the back of my mind I kept worrying about the changes in my libido and ED.
I wasnt getting laid around the time I first started. I figured if the low libido and ED symptoms continued when I eventually got back in a relationship that I would just quit the drug and deal with the fact Im going bald and find an alternative like a hair transplant. After about a year on propecia I called this girl that I worked with several years earlier. Long story short: I knew I needed to get laid so I called her up because I knew she liked me in the past. I just acted like I wanted to catch up but really I just wanted to get laid by her. Yea I know not very nice, but I need to prove to myself I could still perform in bed and get my mojo back.
We hung out a few times and eventually decided it was time to do the nasty. The first time we tried to do it I had problems getting it up and I ended up pleasuring her with my fingers until she was satisfied. We tried again the same night. I was able to get it up after watching her pleasuring herself(her idea BTW) for a while. Normally I wouldve had a boner after watching a girl masterbate after a few minutes but it seemed like forever until I could finally get it up. Eventually we had sex but I knew something was definitely wrong.
I didnt call the girl back until about a week later because I felt guilty. She was so pissed off by then and we havent spoken since. So even though I knew this drug was causing me problems I began to keep taking it because I figured the low libido and ED would go away if I decided to quit. I was so obsessed with going bald that even though I wasnt getting laid anymore I kept taking it. It took me another year on the drug until I knew enough was enough. Not only the sexual side effects but I had no confidence in getting a girl again and the damn pills were getting expensive.
Well here I am today. It has been 5 months since Ive been off the drug and I still hardly ever get morning erections(about twice a month) and my libido is still very low. I have been so worried and distraught. Eventually I began doing research on the internet because this is too embarrasing to tell people that I know. I came across this site and now here I am. It gives me comfort coming here and I hope we can all get through this together.
A few questions to all of you before I begin exploring the rest of the site please:
Do any of you get morning erections after quitting fin, and if so about how often?
Can you guys still get an erection and have orgasms from watching porn or looking at a nude magazine just about as easy as before taking fin?
Is there any general time frame of when some people recover from this?
I heard the side effects can be permanent so that is my biggest fear and the biggest reason Im on this site. Do you guys actually believe it can be permanent or do you have a realistic hope it can be cured?
Do you have penis shrinkage sometimes or does your penis seem smaller if it is not hard?
Thanks and may God bless you all.