I saw my friend tonight with a beautiful girl, and they were cuddling and intimate and I could tell she was completely infatuated with him. They were completely in love as two young people should be. The same way I should be at this age…The crazy thing is, instead of my friend. It could have been me. Had I never taken that vile drug, it literally could have been me with that very girl. If my health had not been ravaged by propecia, I would have the confidence to have snatched up that girl before my friend did. But I didnt, or rather…I couldnt. Tonight i saw directly with my own eyes exactly what propecia has cost me. While I’m better than I was before, which i am grateful for, I still cant help but feel a little bit of resentment for not being able to live the life I should be living right now. What a life…
On another note…my whole scenario kind of reminds me of that movie vanilla sky. Anyone here ever seen that before?