Sigh...

I saw my friend tonight with a beautiful girl, and they were cuddling and intimate and I could tell she was completely infatuated with him. They were completely in love as two young people should be. The same way I should be at this age…The crazy thing is, instead of my friend. It could have been me. Had I never taken that vile drug, it literally could have been me with that very girl. If my health had not been ravaged by propecia, I would have the confidence to have snatched up that girl before my friend did. But I didnt, or rather…I couldnt. Tonight i saw directly with my own eyes exactly what propecia has cost me. While I’m better than I was before, which i am grateful for, I still cant help but feel a little bit of resentment for not being able to live the life I should be living right now. What a life…

On another note…my whole scenario kind of reminds me of that movie vanilla sky. Anyone here ever seen that before?

your forum screen name says it all … do not lose faith … this is fucking war

right on brother. I just hope we can get ourselves fixed while we still have some youth heheh. But if we somehow dont end up getting fixed until much later, I guess we’ll have a lot of living to catch up on at that point.

you’re not alone. this evening i was visiting my mom in the hospital and a really cool attractive (to me at least) radiology tech girl were joking around a little humorous exchange …and she patted me on my shoulder on the way out the room… were I not in this shape because of evil fucking Merck… i’d have done more and have her info now. but alas the way I look at it, females might as well be another species now. completely pointless…

be patient and keep fighting, our fight is not over by a long shot … i know i will be whole again, or i will die trying … we r here for you man

Hey buddy, i feel for you to…I have an amazingly attractive girlfriend feel like a bitch not being able to do anything with her anymore…for now.