I have passed a nightmare and certainly it is far from over… Apparently PFS affects your brain and body and both are inter connected. I have read almost everything that is published and apparently it blocks your GABA A receptors, alter the dopamine system and someway block our capacity to eliminate cortisol. I can send you the references to the articles if you are interested.
I think part of the evolution that people have is also based on the fact that we begin accepting the problem and thinking long term . You know I have passed by here before…
Try breathing techniques and don’t panic. If you panic your body will keep deteriorating. I know it is difficult try not to panic when your neurosteroids are KO by this drug, but there is not other way …
9 months seems a life but it is not too much for PFS. So keep the faith. If you accept the situation and keep your mind on the long run you will feel better and your body will improve.
I remember many nights were I just stopped with horrible symptoms when I controlled mind with breathing techniques.
I know it is easier said than done, but there is hope… Take care