No nothing different unfortunately
I am derealized out of my mind currently. I ate beans daily for like 2 years and never had issues before but i can tell my body is processing things differently now. Idk what has caused this monumental spike. Idk how I’m.supposed to get enough calories to live. What an absolute fucking nightmare
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Fun fact: Butyrate is what gives vomit the characteristic smell and taste. The smell and taste of vomit is basically the smell and taste of butyrate. Butyrate is also found in rotten meat and rotten eggs, except cadaverine and putrescine are more behind the associated tastes and smells there. These 2 aforementioned polyamines, cadaverine and putrescine are converted into spermine and spermidine, alleged to have strong impacts on gene expression.
https://www.jbc.org/article/S0021-9258(17)49369-0/fulltext
PS: I’m not implying anyone should go eat vomit or rotten meat/eggs. Although I should not have to point this out, I would not put it past anyone.
By the way: I find it funny how this topic and your skin topic are basically your member stories, having many more replies than your main topic.
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Sodium butyrate nearly took me out and has so far been my worst crash which is saying something. But yes regular butyrate is naturally produced in the body and i think its good for us.
I created these sperate topics as a warning to not fuck around with SB and to display the extent of the damage this disease has brought upon me.
I’d also recommend no one eat vomit
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I have recently entered another level of hell with this disease. I’m just about done with this life. Could rattle off more symtoms. New symtoms. How much further down I’ve fallen. How my life has become nothing but trying not to crash and doing everything I can to not shake my broken ground. And how my body is failing me on every front. But what’s the point. It’s been useless. I’m just in hell. Don’t know how else to put it
Nearing the end of this journey. All it’s about now is how far do I sink and how much do I lose. Won’t be much more
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Any improvement, bud?
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Fantastico il fatto che abbia recuperato dai dolori e dalla perdita muscolare veramente un miracolo poi mi sa che è stato aggredito di più a livello psicologico. Sicuramente è un ragazzo molto giovane d questo può aver influito nel suo recupero. Io non riesco a riprendermi dal punto di vista fisico invece quello mentale riesco a controllarlo. E’ un peccato perché ritengo il problema fisico molto più invalidante con tutto il rispetto non poter contare sulle proprie gambe e’ qualcosa di veramente duro da sopportare. La sovraespressione degli AR nei soggetti con T basso è un dramma ed è la reazione del corpo ai bassi livelli cui lo abbiamo costretto in sostanza massimizza quel poco che hai e nel momento in cui smetti di ridurre il DHT ogni leggero incremento porta i recettori ad ossidare i neuroni producendo materiale che intossica e porta alla morte dei neuroni di qui i sides. Questo è il meccanismo della malattia di Kennedy (medico non l’ex presidente). Occorrerebbe un protocollo di riadattamento agli androgeni che preservi i neuroni dal lavoro dei recettori AR. Ciò non è stato mai studiato come non c’è evidenza di mutazioni genetiche eventualmente in grado di essere corrette. In molti casi a mio avviso riducendo il T si potrebbe trarre qualche giovamento non attraverso inibitori della 5 alfa reduttasi ma attraverso sistemi che non incidono sugli enzimi. La compromissione della digestione e della defecazione in tanti sono la prova di in infiammazione diffusa che porta a malassorbimento ed indebolimento generale che dipendono dallo stress ossidativo cui sono sottoposti i neuroni dai recettori AR sovraespressi. Non sono un medico prendete questo con ogni beneficio del dubbio
Alive. Still.
I have a link on some GHB. Strongly considering trying it.
Thoughts?
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Cosa sono GHB? Metti il link non lo trovo . Grazie
English?
What dose of sodium butyrate did you take?
I emptied a capsule and put a grains of sand ammount back. Maybe 1/1000s of a capsule.
Blew my mimd and body apart. That’s how sensitive my system is and how bad this shit fcuked me up. Thanks God I didt not take more
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It’s odd because you need a high dose for it to work.
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I’m worse 
How are your cartilages? Did they improve or are they still deteriorating?
Stopping by to say I had a brief improvement window. I dont know what caused it. I had crashed from stress and perhaps lamb glandular . But for a few weeks since may my condition was not raging. Derelaization improved, cognition, depression improved. Not cured in any stretch but better. Maybe it was sun exposure? Digestion improved to a small extent. But i felt much more intune with myself and the world. I also had more energy.
The only things that remained bad were my skin and libido. But I had alsmot zero body pains
Now keep on mine I said improved. Not cured. there were times I still felt bad and the condition was always there but the severity had been turned down
Now tho it is back. Tinnitus, insane visual snow, de realization, depression and cognition have all taken a massive hit… My body is back to feeling weak and hollow. I cant get out of bed and im.a groggy brain foggy mess. I had kinda forgotten what this felt like when its hitting. I ate a few bites of a pizza the other night and also masturbated and had a numb and dull orgasm. Im now back in it.
Going to wait a couple weeks and maybe try lamb glandular again. Even tho I literally scraped some of the powder under my nail thats how much I used before.
I haven’t even used clonazepam in a month!
Anyway I briefly had a clarity I hadn’t felt in Years. I was telling myself how much I loved myself. I was feeling kind of hopeful maybe I was on a path to keep improving but thats not the case I suppose this disease will show its face and is always hiding in the back ground to come at you. Im very thankful im.not as bad as I was in the sodium Butyrate days but those days can easily and drastically come back if one fucks around
So my temporary improvement was from
A crash / stress response evening me out for a time
Lamb glandular
Vit D from sun exposure
Went from a 4/10 to like 7.5/10
Back at 4 now (I’ve been at zero)
Just wanted to share this update with everyone. I ve had this happen before. Brief windows. Windows close. But this is the longest one yet. Praying I can get back there
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Fatigue / brain fog is brutal and depression is back bad. I felt fucking GOOD for a bit there. Fuck me. i was really hoping it would last.
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Crashing fucking hard after being sprayed for fleas. Apartment under me is disgusting bad infested passed onto my cat somehow. Got sprayed today like a fucking gas chamber still. Cock died. Feel absolutely horrendous
Everything in my apt is contaminated. FUCK
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No where else i can sleep or stay. Fucking God fucking damn it. Back in hell
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