scaredoutofmymind -
I think that you definitely should keep fighting. Although there is a definite crossover in our collective experiences, we don’t all have exactly matching side effects, so you can’t with any accuracy say that this or that will develop, or get worse. Despite the similarities and possible similar mechanisms of action at play, or bodies have reacted somewhat idiosyncratically to propecia, both whilst on it, and then on stopping. The skin damage I’ve experienced appears rare, and there may be other factors at play, like my having also taken an SSRI anti-depressant whilst taking propecia which I read somewhere is also a 5-ar inhibitor, so there are all these little variants and possible contributory factors. I believe that most of the skin damage occurred for me whilst taking propecia over a course of 10+ years. It was only the subcutaneous fat loss I experienced after stopping the drug which makes it appear a lot worse as I’ve lost a lot of the underlying support. I don’t know if guys have experienced quite as much damage post-finasteride whilst having good skin whilst on the drug. All I’m saying is no one knows how this will play out. One thing that has helped me cope is getting back on anti-depressants. Although it may further contribute to my sexual sides, at least I’m not feeling panicky/anxious and actively considering suicide. It really has taken the edge off all that. I think that probably managing your low mood and depressive symptoms (which are understandable considering what has happened) is a really good first step. Hang in there.