I noticed a major major personality change after taking Dutasteride (I stopped six months ago)…
- I don’t want to have/can’t have “fun”.
- I used to get emotional over everything, now I have to try really hard just to laugh or cry.
- I used to be very sexual and now I’m completely asexual and unable to orgasm.
- I completely lost interest in things that 22 year olds are supposed to enjoy like socializing and hanging out with friends.
- I’m no longer an alcoholic (at least theres one plus to this disaster) because it just doesn’t do anything to me.
- I used to be a hopeless romantic, I’m now completely aromantic.
- I used to love everyone that was nice to me, and desperately want to be loved by everyone around me, and now I don’t care.
- I used to be passionately interested in things like world hunger, teaching, children, and computers, and now all the passion is gone. I also don’t get bored like I used to (everything except socializing and partying used to bore me) but nothing interests me.
- I have all the personality of a door-stop. I don’t see any point in making friends or sustaining friendships because a. it would be a pain in the ass to pretend to care, and b. it doesn’t produce any good feelings like it used to.
- I used to be terrified of dying and now I don’t really care.
- I used to have terrible social anxiety and now I’m indifferent to what people think of me.
All in all, I’m a completely different person. Does it get any better with hormone treatment? I need some glimmer of hope.