I was pretty balanced all summer. Recently I’ve been spending some more time being social (last 6 weeds) which involved less sleep and drinking wine on about 6 occasions. I was feeling pretty good, ejaculating once a day to porn. A few weeks ago I took a trip to visit a girl. First time we had sex was great, then feelings and erections became weaker until I lost it during the last time right before leaving for the airport. I didn’t get much sleep and spent a lot of time walking around. I also was a bit stressed because I am pretty sure this girl is doing coke and lying about it, I had a father who did the same thing and it caused me a lot of emotional trauma when I was younger. In addition to a bit of stress I ate a lot of bread and didn’t get my typical 8 hours of sleep at night.
Since I lost the last erection my penis not erect has shrunk in to my body and started to curve upwards with wrinkles on the top where it bends. It’s uncomfortable to sit at work. I have to slouch and keep adjusting. It’s never been this small before. The testes are still decent size. I have been able to get erections and ejaculate after returning with only half if any feeling, however I was not able to come last night to porn.
It just seems it’s shriveled up and gone away, I can’t figure it out. Before this it was at least there even if erections were weak.
Anybody have ideas on what can cause it? I’m thinking its the same feeling as over-training.
I have had decent stead upward recovery with a few up swings prior to this since I started lifting weights about 8 months ago and now it’s on a real down swing I haven’t had since before I started working out again.