Welcome to our community. Please fill in the following template as a way of introducing yourself, and helping others to understand your background and situation.
Where are you from (country)?
Sweden
How did you find this forum (Google search – if so, what search terms? Via link from a forum or website – if so, what page? Other?)
I found my way from pssdforum.com which told me about a survey for sufferers of drug induced sexual problems.
What is your current age, height, weight?
37, 175 cm, about 80 kg. (I don’t know what that is in football fields per quarter pounder.)
What specific drug did you use (finasteride, dutasteride, saw palmetto, isotretinoin/Accutane, fluoxetine, sertraline, citalopram, leuprorelin, etc…)?
What dose did you take (eg. 1 mg/day, 1 mg every other day etc.)?
What condition was being treated with the drug?
Depression and anxiety.
For how long did you take the drug (weeks/months/years)?
1 year and nine months.
How old were you, and WHEN (date) did you start the drug?
I was 27, it would have been in May 2009, can’t be more specific, it’s been 10 years.
How old were you when you quit, and WHEN (date) did you quit?
27 years old. January 2011.
How did you quit (cold turkey or taper off)?
Taper.
How long into your usage did you notice the onset of side effects?
A few days.
What side effects did you experience that have yet to resolve since discontinuation?
Difficulty getting and maintaining an erection. Inability to feel aroused. The emotional side of sex is somehow gone, some of the physical reflexes still work to a degree though.
Check the boxes that apply. You can save your post first, then interactively check/uncheck the boxes by clicking on them. If your symptoms change, please update your list.
Sexual
[X ] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
[ X] Erectile Dysfunction
[ ] Complete Impotence
[ ] Loss of Morning Erections
[ X] Loss of Spontaneous Erections
[ ?] Loss of Nocturnal Erections
[ ] Watery Ejaculate
[ ] Reduced Ejaculate
[ ] Inability or Difficulty to Ejaculate / Orgasm
[ ] Reduced Sperm Count / Motility
Mental
[ X] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
[ X] Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
[ X] Confusion
[ X] Memory Loss / Forgetfulness
[ ] Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
[ ] Slurring of Speech
[ X] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[ ] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
[ X] Severe Depression / Melancholy
[ ] Suicidal Thoughts
Physical
[ ] Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, wrinkled)
[ ] Penis curvature / rotation on axis
[ ] Testicular Pain
[ ] Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
[ X] Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
[ ] Weight Gain
[ ] Gynecomastia (male breasts)
[ ] Muscle Wastage
[ ] Muscle Weakness
[ X] Joint Pain
[ ] Dry / Dark Circles under eyes
Misc
[ ] Prostate pain
[ X] Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
[ ] Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems
[ ] Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
[ ] Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
[ X] Tinnitus (ringing or high pitched sound in ears)
[ ] Hearing loss
[ ] Increased hair loss
[ ] Frequent urination
[ ] Lowered body temperature
[ ] Other (please explain)
What (if any) treatments have you undertaken to recover from your side effects since discontinuation of the drug?
Just supplements and herbs, none really work though.
If you have pre or post-drug blood tests, what hormonal changes have you encountered since discontinuing the drug (please post your test results in the “Blood Tests” section and link to them in your post)?
Anything not listed in the above questions you’d like to share about your experience?
It greatly reduces quality of life.
Tell us your story, in your own words, about your usage and side effects experienced while on/off the drug.
Was prescribed paroxetine for depression and anxiety. Side effects started early but I didn’t care at first. I hadn’t been sexually active in a long time due to the depression and my doctor assured me that those side effects would go away when I stopped taking it. Because he thought that I was doing so well on it in other areas the doc assured me that it was best if I kept taking it. So I did. Tried going up in dose for a while which was hell, it made my depression much worse than it had been before. The doc’s response to that was to simply cut back the dose again and have me keep taking it. I was too out of it at this point to really question it. I was a zombie for nearly two years until I started tapering and finally quit it in January 2011. Soon thereafter I got quite the surprise when the symptoms didn’t go away at all.
I’m still recovering. I’m better now than I was in 2011. But this is how slow the recovery process is: over the course of one year I usually don’t notice and change. Over the course of two years however it becomes perceptible. Usually. Not always. For the last couple of years I’ve been taking viagra which helps with at least one symptom. Even with viagra I can’t function normally, but it helps. I now take about one every week and I can have sex pretty much when I want. It’s not good sex though, since the emotional arousal is near zero.