OK IM AT THE END OF MY ROPE

Symptoms Sexual
#1

ok boys this is it. cant go on with this anymore and im very serious.
how the fuck am i supposed to live my life with a fuckin numb fuckin dick.

taking a shower, going to the bathroom, everytime having to look at it just reminds me of the horror
of not being able to feel the wonderful sensation i used to feel before this hell 7 years ago.
im afraid to even touch it because it reminds me and put me in a horrible mood for the rest of the day

SO SOMEONE PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD TELL ME EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK IS THE REASON WHY WE CANT FEEL OUR DICKS PLEASE

i cant take this heLl anymore. every day i want give up.

are they ever going to fix this, figure it out. please God Please.

i FEEL SUCH DESPAIR. please boys help, if i could cry i would. i think my brain is protecting me form the reality of the situation and hangning onto hope. But i wish i was dead, i really do.

I need help from anyone. God please. I’m just so desperate. My God please.

i see no point in going on or any point in doing anything. I just became a student to eventually become a teacher. and i cant even enjoy it because of this fucking numbness,

i try to say, look at what other ppl have with illnesses and physical deformities. But this is on another level. this is spirit killing.
HOW COULD SOMETHING LIKE THIS HAPPEN?
im so lost.
help

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#2

It is not permanent. A number of men have recovered. Even more have had brief episodes of recovery. We have two or three very important studies that will hopefully publish good information. When we have a cure, we will all live our lives happier and fully than anyone else could every imagine. Hang in there for better days.

#3

Is your problem only a numb dick? What else you dealing with?

#4

A cure sounds very unlikely. There is 5000 people with pfs?

There are hundreds of diseases more important then pfs that have no cure. Modern medicine doesn’t treat the root cause only the symptoms, and we can’t even do that with pfs besides some HC.

Only way i see there being a cure is if merck is forced to make one

#5

Hopefully OP doesn’t take too much notice of what you wrote. If you want to be negative, write a diary, no need to dump it on people who are looking for hope and help.

#6

Speculation is ridiculous at this point. Medicine is changing and companies are using gene editing technology to change the future of medicine. A cure may not exist. We all have to face that reality. But if a cure did exist, it won’t necessarily need to come from a pill. So their is hope for sure.

#7

you dont know that.

#8

Telling lies is false hope.

No we don’t know what will happen in next 20 years but the odds are against us. People have had PSSD for 20 years and some accutane guys are fucked decades after.

Yes its possible to recover with the correct genetics and a CDnuts work ethic. If one has what it takes i believe they can make a similar recovery.

But telling people they will be cured without 0 proof is just setting up for disappointment. Im saying its possible for some to recover but the odds are against us. All the pfs foundation is for is to sue merck and make money. The cure will always be getting the body to heal it. Drug companies don’t produce new drugs for 5000 people.

I think the OP should be grateful numbdick is his only concern. Id cut my dick off and trade it to get rid of my non sexual side effects.

#9

Your dick situation may not be permanent. For now just tell chicks your like Theon Greyjoy they will dig that. You can get lots of medical support for a limp biscuit but when I tell my doc that I have PFS I get told to fuck off. There’s a few websites that have exercises for dicks mainly for blood flow/growth but they may help. You should go to a support group it might make you feel better and also see if they have any ideas. Many of us have a limp dick and a ton of sides to go with it, your well on the road to recovery. I would gladly swap a limp biscuit to get everything else back. I’d rather have cancer than this shit, at least I’d know one way or the other, PFS is purgatory with no sacrificial virgins to feast on.

#10

There was a similar thread some time ago, and the poster did end the thread by putting an end to his life. I urge all posters to refrain yourself to make apodictic claims in similar posts unless you really have a clue of what you are saying and in any case use a bit of sensitiveness.

sg8627, I am a pfs sufferer since many years too. I managed to get my life enjoyable again even without being cured, and believe me I have been to the rock bottom. I’m not surely happy about my diver down there but I feel really better in many ways as I worked to get to this point and feel confident eveything will get back to normality one day. I am pretty sure that if I didn’t took the right steps I could be much worse now than at the beginning. I opted not to use them, but there are supplements that can make you feel sexually normal and cialis/levitra that can make you have an enjoyable sex life. You really can manage to have a normal life althought it requires some time to accustom to the new lifestyle. Actually you can manage to have a better life than before. Pretty sure of this. If you need advices please contact me before doing anything stupid.

#11

Thank you Tab and to all the other guys who have taken
The time to offer kind words to me.

The other night I kinda lost it a bit and couldn’t take it
And had to vent but I flipped out on my parents
Because I felt like I was drowning in a sea of despair.

The truth is I have gotten by with medications for sex
And I honestly should be grateful for that. Sometimes
I am but most of the time I freak out and think about
What my life would be like if I didn’t take this
Insidious poison but I did.

Who knows maybe there will be something in the future
Like a treatment so we can regain somethings we lost.

I don’t want to end my life. But when I feel like I’m
Overwhelmed like that I feel like I do.

I guess I gotta man up and be grateful that all is not lost.
Idk, what do you think?

#12

I know, it’s pretty normal to have similar downs. But well the point I think is to avoid making responsible pfs for everything that happens in our lifes. For two reasons:
first, pfs might simply not be responsible, YOU might be responsible. And this really does not need any more words.
second, retaining yourself responsible even if you are not, makes you battle this shit and makes you get better day by day by working on yourself.

For the second point, let me explain my point of view in short. In this new article viewtopic.php?f=9&t=10903 you get an overview of what might have been modified only in a portion of the nervous system. This seems tragic and I think you can be sure many other damages are present in the rest of the body expecially if you used fin for a long time. There’s no point to me in searching for a chemical cure, there won’t be for those extended damages. What I do is consider pfs as a condition which has one way out: neurological and physical rehabilitation. Nothing will get back to normality by it’s own. Let’s say you learnt to perform a task and after fin you are not able to perform it anymore. Do you have more probability to get able to perform that task again without doing nothing or by exercising on the task? I guess the latter no? The difficulties are a lot, tough there is a way out, at least to be psychologically better and to have a good life, even better than what it was before, like it is for me now even if I am still battling many things.

Now I’d have many many things to tell that could help you in getting better, many tips to get past problems in your life. Here is an example of the results I am sure you can achieve using a similar strategy.
viewtopic.php?f=1&t=10842

You are right, all is not lost first of all. And you’d maybe kick me if I told you this in front of you, but I think pfs is a chance to grow stronger and smarter than most of the people out there and to have a better life.

#13

Ei man you are right when you sais your brain tries to protect you fromn the harsh reality. the reality is that finadteride is a total poison for the well being of a person to not mention sexuality. Anyways there is hope.

The best thing is to have an antifinasteride pill. Finasteride inhibits 5ar enzynes that are very important. So you then activate those enzymes. I will take a smooth aproach dont be hurry and investigate what can activate those enzymes.

My recommendations is to take: Sorghum, Asparagus, creatine, phosphatidilserine and boron for 3 monthd with a lot of goods fats for cholesterol in your diet.

Dont take anything that will inhibit 5AR like rice or any food that co tains beta sistoterol. Come back 3 months and tell us the results.

Also take anythibg that increments NO production. And anythibg that helps the liver.

Following thisnprotocol im 90% baseline with days at 100%. Also I have been having morning woods like everyday for a month.

Check my Sorghum thread on Natural Supolements