I can’t cope anymore. I’ve given up on life. The Sicca syndrome, the fatigue, the neuropathy is so painful, and I lost my future in Spain with my Spanish girlfriend, and I lost any joy.
It’s been impossible to explain this since the illness started two years ago to any of my large family. Nobody cares or listens, and nobody can fix it. I look back to the person I was. I was a colourful, charming, handsome, and well travelled man. Now I just get ignored and have lost it all.