Please someone anyone give me hope
Nearly 6 years after cold turkeying SSRIs 150mg and NO LIBIDO and anhedonia. Living my own personal nightmare as the reason I went on the 150mg Sertraline is because I was hurt romantically/emotionally/gaslighted/ghosted by someone I fell in love with aged 19 and Im 27 now and Im so terrified of not falling in love again because it’s been 8 years since I was interested and attracted to someone.
Please PLEASE give me hope. I dont mean to upset or trigger anyone but Im so close to hurting myself. I never met anyone like me on these forums. Long term 0 libido (no windows) 6 years without sexual feelings and no interest in men/relationships although I WANT TO WANT IT.
Also, 150mg!!! that’s so much. I feel so hopeless. I want to feel joy, excitement, lust, love, ANYTHING GOOD GOD PLEASE.
I dont want to hang on anymore because I feel like Im waiting for something that will never happen. I cant face the rest of my life like this, the last 8-6 years has been my own personal hell. I feel like I died inside a long time ago and I just want my body to catch up. Putting myself through this is cruel