Hey guys, been here for a long time but I don’t think I ever really told my story in its own thread. So here it goes (the short version):
Got on fin when I was 23,5 years old back in 2006 after my barber suggested that my hair is thinning at the crown. Of course I went into desperate mode and soon realized that it’s not only the crown, but the whole top of my head is thinning. Jumped on fin in June 2006 (well summer anyways), but it didn’t really help my hair. Had some breast insensitivity and maybe enlargement, the insensitivity went away but the enlargement has stuck with me to this day (had slight gyno to begin with, even before fin).
Anyway, I used fin until the turn of 2008, so it was around 1,5 years. I stopped then and to be honest, I was feeling pretty great for 2-3 years after that. My testosterone was very high (it was tested, it was off the “normal” chart), my skin was very oily and my libido was probably stronger than ever and I shot huge loads. If I went a day without jacking off I would often cum in my sleep! That’s how high my libido was. My body temperature was normal-high, often bursting to over 37 C in the evening. Come to think of it, I might have even been hypergonadal back then, although I slept really well during those years.
Then, overnight in early 2011, everything changed. And it literally happened over night! I had a night out with my friends and drank some, pretty much actually, but not an abnormal amount since I had to go to work the next day. But when I was drinking, something happened, and I pretty much passed out (never happens) and one of my friends had to drag me home. The next day I felt ok, went to work normally but when I got home that afternoon, a sickness struck me… bad. I had to go throw up and I felt ultra sick for the rest of the evening. I was so cold that I couldn’t take a shower, I was freezing my nuts off! After that I never really recovered, as stupid as this might sound! My skin and hair were very dry and dull and skin was dry-flaky. The testosterone had dropped close to the normal low baseline and I felt very hypogonadal, and still do. My body temperature is low-ish and I have cold feet and hands. The only thing I initially associated with this change was that I recently started using SMS powder (recommended for hair growth) before “the crash”, so I thought it was the culprit. But now I don’t think so, I think it was fin all along. I felt even hopeless enough to start fin again in 2011 and used it for 4 months, and unsurprisingly with no results.
The question after this novel I’ve written here is that do you guys think it’s possible to first (after quitting fin) get a very high test and libido and then, 3 years after quitting, experience a crash? 'Cause I think that’s what happened and after I found out I was balding, I have been very observant when it comes to changes in my well-being, almost to the point of neurotic.