my story, is there hope for me?

hey everybody, this is my first post here so add another miserable person who’s life has been ruined by this awful drug, at least for now.

I’m 21 years old.

I got finasteride a few months ago, my first attempt on it I took the regular dose for 3 or 4 days. got sides & stopped, after a month I was back to normal.

really wish I would have stopped there.

I tried it again w half a pill, got sides & stopped. after a month I was completely back to normal again.

third try. I took a quarter of a pill everyday 15 days straight which is the longest I had been on it. got sides, stopped. started feeling better & then crashed. it’s now been 3 months & I’m still suffering side effects.

I don’t know why I was so stupid to try to force my body to adjust to the drug, I feel like i may have ruined my life & I’m miserable 95% of the time.

there is a small glimmer of hope though.

my penis was pretty much dead a week & a half ago. but for the past 5 days I have seen some improvement.

I now get weak morning wood, which before I had nothing.

I can get an erection Laying down & sitting down. it can get to about 80% by itself but then requires physical stimulation for me to get it to about 95%. still doesn’t get to 100%.

once I stand up it disappears.

now when i try to make my penis move I guess is what you could call it when it’s completely flaccid I actually get a response from it, albeit a weak one. but a few weeks ago I would try & absolutely nothing would happen.

I am so scared. I have a girlfriend & I’m so afraid that I’ll lose her because of this.

based on my story does it sound like I have a chance of recovering to 100%?

the worst thing is the fact that my erection disappears when I’m standing up.

& also the fact that to keep it at 95% is not easy. it often wants to shrivel back down to 80%.

So it took you a month to recover both times after the first two times? Were they gradual recoveries or did they just happen immediately after a month?

I had the same situation. When i stood up it was hard to maintain a decent erection. When i was laying on bed it was easier. Its getting a lot better… I am being able to perform decent sex. But im still suffering from extreme fatigue and joint pain. Took for 1 year. Have been 4y off.

Stressed you’re the same age as me and both of us got fucked by this drug. Really sorry to hear about this. I’m not gonna say any bs feel better words… Imo we are all screwed until more research is done into this drug.