Hi
I dont know how long its been precisely since i stopped the fina, but the last 2 months i feel almost 100 %.
The first year was hell energy and mental wise.
After 2 years i got increase in body and facial hair, after being on exemestane for a short period.
My mental/fisical status has changed, i thought it might be only due to gyno, but i still got gyno sucks, but feel very different way better than a few months ago.
I find this post has been like my feeling was also:
Do you guys feel sometimes that you just have nothing good to say? This is a subtle type of thing, that on the outside looking in, probably doesn’t seem to bad. But I was always the type of person that had something to say about everything. I always had an opinion or at least a simple thought that I could share. Now, it seems like I just have nothing good to say or contribute to a conversation. I want to have something to say, but it just doesn’t come to mind the way it ALWAYS used to. I’m basically very blank. My personality has seemed to be changed for the worst. I used to be fun and a go getter, now I’m very passive and complacent.
I also don’t get excited about things the same way. It’s like my emotions have flatlined. No ups and thankfully, no downs either, but It can be a bit sketchy when hangning with people that I’ve just met. I feel like I have to overcompensate for my blankness. Especially when someone says something that would elicite an emotional response from the group, I can seriously have no reaction whatsoever. Pretending can get exhausting sometimes, so most times I just am content with doing nothing. It sucks. Friends are starting to notice that I am not right.
Now however i got it back? dont ask me why i,d say about 99 %
I just hope i keep on feeling the way i do now, i should be allright.
Thing i noticed my nuts hang lower and are fuller consistently, never had probs with erections though.
And i,ve took ghb few times a week these last months, dont know if this has been positiv in any way, when i took it however i could feel my nuts 10 mintes after like they were activating somehow.
Plus i,ve watched my foods only healthy stuff and not to much, i,am going to increase exersize.
Feel tons better, for the lump i think if its still there in 6 months i will have it taken out.
Cheers and goodbye for now