My recovery and life now

hello, c im fully recovered, everything, semen quality libido all the symptoms are gone but im addressing something else in this post

i know this is gonna sound cliche but keep an open mind with me here. now, i have only just turned 20 last week, took me a year to recover from the syndrome, of course my balding has progressed, really brutally as i went from a head of hair to norwood 4 or 3.5 within 2 months of being recovered, i shaved my head since it looks goofy and there isnt much to style, my life has only declined since i shaved my hair, i used to club alot, and have sex almost everyday and i have a couple of fuckbuddies that i lost almost all of them after shaving my head, now i know what are you gonna say, if they stayed for your hair or looks then fuckem! But i really liked having the ability to have sex easily, another thing is the social stigma, im not looked at or stared at by women in public, women treat me like shit and its really taken a hit on me as i became depressed , i used to model for an agency here and there but rhey dropped me 2days ago on my birthday!Lol. I feel extremely cursed and helpless, the only drug to combat hairloss destroys me beyond repair, but i lost my hair now and sure i am healthy but there isnt much to live anymore, this sounds very extreme to go through and unfair for a 19 year old. i know im being sensitive and ignorant as not many has had the chance to recover from the finasteride symptoms, im posting this here to hear your thoughts as i made a few friends from here and i find it more understanding. I dont know, really.

It looks like you just have improvement in sexual problems.
If you’re really recovered, you should be able to sleep 8 hours of uninterrupted sleep. have mental clarity, no cognitive dysfunctions, motivated and excited for life.