I’m definitely developing gyno now. It’s not visible yet, but the last week I’ve been feeling a lot of pain and burning in my chest, particularly around the nipples. I tried to reason it away at first as shortness of breath or hyperventilation, but I can no longer do this. The last couple of nights I’ve been feeling these throbbing sensations around my nipples as well.
I might try and call my GP tomorrow and tell them what’s happening, and maybe I can get a blood test. Unfortunately they probably won’t believe my story about gyno until the lumps actually start appearing.
What’s going to happen next? My bet is on the prostate completely closing up my urinary tract which is the thing I’m currently terrified of most. I am crushed and suicidal. Three weeks ago I had come to grips with the problems I was having, and was gaining my momentum back in working around them. Then all of the sudden I hit this second crash, and the symptoms have become unlivable. I just want to die. It’s not worth slogging through years of this.
I would call a doctor, but what can anyone do for me right now? What I really want to try is Arimidex, as I believe my problem is with high estrogen, but I don’t know how I could get my GP or urologist to prescribe this for me. At this point I may just go for a miracle and make an appointment with Dr. Crisler.