Well I said I wasn’t going to come back, but I felt like I needed to write things out, so here is an update. I guess it’s been 3.5 months since I last posted, and over 6.5 months since I quit fin.
I was pretty distraught when I quit posting and was actually planning on killing myself-- I came quite close to doing so, but refrained because I didn’t want to hurt my family. This remains an option should my health take a worse turn… I fear the long-term implications of all this.
The recoveries section is the most depressing part of this site. Months have passed, and there is nothing new. This is a very unhealthy place to hang out.
Hell of a deal. A two-week mistake I made 6.5 months ago is probably going to plague me for the rest of my lfie.
Anyway, I’ve pretty much given up trying to treat my problems. The only supplement I still take, beside a multivitamin, is Vitamin D3 10000 IU per day, just for the hell of it.
The problems since I crashed that haven’t improved:
- Deformed, stretched-out pencil dick. I try my best not to look at it.
- Prostate-related problems(takes upwards of a minute to get a urine stream started, weak stream, random perineal pain, can’t empty bladder completely, frequent urination, random pains in urethra and in pelvic muscles) This is BY FAR the worst problem for me and is becoming very difficult to live with.
- General feeling of being unhealthy and “off.” I feel strange and cold most of the time.
- Yellow semen
- Difficulty ejaculating-- it doesn’t all just shoot out like it used to. I usually have to manually squeeze it out.
New problems since I last posted here:
- Strange dental problems - Not sure if this is propecia related, but it started a month after I stopped taking it. I’ve already had to have a root canal done on one tooth, and it still hurts over 6 weeks after. Another tooth has started to become painful and sensitive to air too. My dentist is stumped, as neither of these teeth show any problems either visually or on X-rays. He suspects they are both cracked, probably from night-time grinding. I’m not convinced this doesn’t have something to do with fin. My dental health was fine before this started.
- Body has changed shape slightly. I’ve developed some fat in the pelvic region and in the butt which I’ve never had before. Nothing too bad, considering everything else.
Problems which have improved:
- Sex drive. This has been a minimal improvement, however I’ve found myself downloading porn again. When things were at their worst, I had little to no interest in even doing that. I still have almost no motivation to actually get it out and wank, and only do so as a formality for the health of my penis.
Resolved:
- Sleep, ironically. Back to normal for the most part. I no longer wake up every 30 minutes having to go to the bathroom. I’ve returned to my normal pattern of waking up once, halfway through the night.
- Needle-like sensations on the bottom of my feet. Had this for several weeks, but it just kind of went away.
- Gyno-like symptoms. Not sure if I ever really had gyno. Probably just the beginnings of it. For about 10 days shortly after I crashed my chest was burning and painful and I feared the worst, but it went away and hasn’t come back since. My chest looks slightly less muscular, but has not grown significantly.
So right now, I’m basically dealing with the prostatitis and the strange dental problems. Very distressed about the dental issues in particular. The thing about this Fin shit is that you never know if the newest health problem you have is related to it or not. I just hope I don’t end up with some more serious health problems in the future.