I am 3 months off the poison and my body is recovering well, but my libido is all over the map and there are a couple other areas in which I am not recovering.
My skeletal and muscular structure was extremely depleted. I was basically fat, water and whatever bone hadn’t disappeared. Member was significantly smaller and erections were about 50% of usual hardness. Now I can get fully hard, my bone structure is restoring, and my muscles are coming back. My skin was pale and lifeless, but a good bit of its vitality has now been restored.
Libido is a different matter. It comes and goes with seemingly no rhyme or reason. I’ve had a few up-bouts of libido where it seemed to be in he range of normal, but also down-bouts where it seemed to be comparable to crash-levels.
My skin is also very malleable, in particular my face and scalp skin. I can move the skin in my cheek/jaw area (albeit only slightly) by pulling downward on the skin around the vertex of my scalp. I guess this could be explained by he fact that my skull and facial structure have not fully filled back in.
Has anyone been in a similar situation, where muscle/bone is recovering nicely but libido is all over the map? Any advice? I am going to spend a few days doing nothing but reading old posts, hopefully I will learn more.
Side notes:
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Fin caused increased hair loss that continued after stopping. Seems like it might be coming to a halt though.
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Motor/balance issues while on Fin. Mostly resolved. Seems like it could be dopamine-related.
Bloodwork:
Early April:
Serum T: 597
Free + Weak Bound T %: 22.6
Free + Weak Bound T: 134.9
LH: 6.8
FSH: 3.6
Free T4: 1.38
TSH: 2.65
Reverse T3: 16.2
Free T4: 4.6
Two weeks ago:
CK: 130
ACTH: 17
Cortisol: 10.6
Ferritin: 203
Free T4: 1.3
TSH: 1.07 (down from 2.65 previous)
SHBG: 27
Free T3: 3.7 (down from ‘elevated’ 4.6)