So I got off of fin on a thursday after being on it for about 5 months. Went on a binge drinking escapade and didn’t take it until Sunday. The next morning (Monday) I felt fine. Tuesday morning I CRASHED and was SO FUCKING DEPRESSED for that Tuesday as well as Wednesday. Then, BOOM, I felt like my normal self by Thursday.
During my crash, I was extremely eager to get rid of all my symptoms (depression, suicidal thoughts, blurred vision, and a few others). I quit my Cheer and Stunt team, which was always causing me stress, and I also got back on my workout regimen. Keep in mind, I workout EVERYDAY, but during my binge, I didn’t touch the iron once. Not working out and binge drinking and worrying about my cheer and stunt team was OVERWHELMING for me, which (my theory) is why I believed I crashed. I was stressed beyond comprehension and my body didn’t know how to handle it. Oh my poor liver!
So this all happened last weekend (MLK weekend) and I went out drinking on Saturday night of this past weekend. I haven’t taken fin since right before my previous crash, however I am in a small crash right now probably because of that drinking. HOWEVER, this crash is bearable. Its roller coaster-esque, but the highs and lows are nowhere near as contrasting as they were for my last crash.
Anyways, I’m going to class now and gonna go workout later. I’ll be sure to keep posting to keep everyone updated. Peace. Love. FUCK FIN
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