Hey man, it’s really sad to hear all that. I really understand every problem you are dealing with right now. I hope your relatives don’t get hurt and this pointless war will be ended soon. In this short life, we have to deal with PAS and another problems of life. It was already hard enough but now we have to be stronger than ever. I hope you find a good job with flexible working system which won’t push you too hard. I really get you about brain fog and how hard to focus or trying to work on something under this condition. I will get a job really soon it’s certain but i don’t know how i will perform with this insane brain fog and other side effects just like yours.
I started using panax ginseng two days ago, that helped me really well almost a year ago but i am not sure if it’s going to work the way it used to be. At that point every little thing which makes us feel any little better are welcome to me. My decreased libido and desire to almost anything besides libido is too unstable nowadays. Last week i somehow felt much better. I even went to sprint and worked out harder and my libido was even better. But this week i feel completely lost. Brain fog got worse. This is insane. I live with my family and they can observe me directly. When they see me like this i can feel their sadness too. I am sick of trying to hide what i have been through but there is nothing else i can do now.
To me; the main struggle is understanding if am i (or are we) getting better or worse? I remember i was much more better last year and all of my sides were about sexuality. And i am afraid to ask if everything goes worse, what will happen after a year or more? Anyways, let’s not lose hope and keep moving. I hope you and your family good luck my friend. I will keep you updated about ginseng.