I have never used propecia and was thinking about trying it out. What i have had though is anxiety and depression all the way through my 20’s, im am 31 now and have worked my way through it finally. The not real feeling and feeling of being in a movie just brought back alot of memories for me, that is a direct link from your anxiety issues, once you have it for so long you start to get this weird feeling of nothing is real, i can assure you this is cureable. For me it took being on an antidepressant for a year to get my brain chemicals back in order and remember what it was like to be normal again, sometimes this is all you need. anxiety and depression are a vicious circle and very hard to pinpoint wich is causing what. I tried to do it on my own without meds with cog therapy and lucinda basset. It was a valiant effort but i wish i would have took the meds alot sooner because today i feel like myself again. I take lexapro and it has restored me to my old self, maybe in your case this is all you need to get your chemicals back on track then you can come off. All this being scared to go outside and fly in planes or go on trips is 100% just in your head, you have created it and not the propecia, i know thats hard to accept but i had everything you are talking about and have never takin propecia, so you have anxiety and at this point you have built it up to be this big problem that you cant overcome. I made mine into a big monster as well and it got so big that i finally had to give in to the meds. Now i can look back and say wow, the mind is very powerful, i basically made myself beleive that i was affraid of these things and thats what happened, you are what you think. This is not easy i know. I can guarentee you that you will come out of this and be stronger as a result, it feels like theres no way out and no end but there is, just hang in there and read read read about anxiety and depression along with some lexapro and one day it will just click, you will feel better and start to forget about the anxiety, you will fly in planes and go on trips and not asociate your anxiety to it, you will do it so many times that one day you will say, hey, its gone and i didnt even realize it. Seek the help now, the longer you let it grow the longer recovery will be. I hope this helped, i signed up for this board cuz i felt i needed to tell you this. B strong.