Hi guys just checking in with you all…
I’m good. Great in fact. The reason I checked is in fact I just ejaculated straight over my shoulder - it’s the second time today I’ve ejaculated too. Sorry to be gross but I know this is a mature forum. Strangely this randomly made me think how I’ve come (no pun intended) compared to back in 2010/2011. A nice feeling.
I’ll never be my 19 year old sexually charged student that I was but I’m fairly sure I wouldn’t have been at 30 years of age anyway
I believe I’m pretty close to having made full and fully stable recovery.
I say close because once in a while I’ll get prostrate ache and also my penis definitely lost mass when I crashed (I had pains - I believe it was cell death of some cells in my penis). When flaccid it’s more floppy than it used to be. If you haven’t experienced this you’ll probably not relate but I’m 100 percent sure this was PFS.
Anyway I’ve been fine for a number of years and have a healthy sex life. I’ve been married 8 months.
I’ve always said I wouldn’t forget this forum upon recovery. I’ve always felt certain people have did that and as a result there are less recovery stories than there should be (and more bad stories of desperate people needing help). This creates a disproportionately grim picture.
I believe this thread should now be in the recovery section to give people a perspective and hope.
I have job secret. I took zinc. Only take it occasionally now though. I take berocca every day but don’t it’s necessarily connected.
Time is my healer.