It’s been about six months since i left the drug. I haven’t seen improvements. Now i have to start my semester at University, knowing that it will be impossible for me to get good marks. It scares me returning to classes with that depression. Every morning, a panic attack is what makes me wake up. I don’t really have problems to fall asleep, my problems are at wake up time. If i eat really healthy for a week my panic attacks become less severe but they’re still there, and since all this shit started i anxiously eat and eat sugary things, it’s really difficult for me to stop it, specially since is one of the few things that nowadays gives me some kind of pleasure. During the day i can’t stop thinking about all this.
I’m seriously thinking of starting an antidepressant, because i can’t imagine living like this for many time. I’ve been prescribed paxil, but i won’t take it. I would like to ask if you know about any antidepressant without sexual side effects, apart from wellbutrin (which is not prescribed in my country), or something that can help with extreme depression. Has anyone tried any kind of antidepressant?
Also any kind of advise about what has helped your mood would really be appreciated. Thank you