I want justice. I’m burning with Hate and anger. Why aren’t we rallying together to fucking **** these motherfuckers for their fucking injustices? I’M SICK OF LIFE WITH WITH PFS. I’M SICK OF MY FAT ASS BODY, MY SHRUNKEN NUMB DICK AND BALLS, MY BITCHTITS, BITCHTITS, MY MOTHERFUCKING ANXIETY ATTACKS, MY INSOMNIA, MY NIGHTMARES, MY FUCKING SHRIVELED LIFELESS FACE, MY COMPLETE LACK OF EMOTION AND JOY FOR LIFE, MY FUCKING UNREAL CHANGES TO MY FUCKING BODY, FUUUCCCCKKK WHAT GIVES!!!
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just hang in there man. i promise you, shortly after the one year mark things will start improving for you. i know exactly where you’re at and it is terrible. but it does start to get better.
i/ we know exactly how you feel. this is all beyond words, and truly seems unreal. but, channel that angers towards progress in your condition and our cause. things have never looked brighter. so many good things can happen once we can better understand our condition through research. it can be a total snowball effect. hang tight, keep fighting, and be tough like you have thus far, because the prize at the end will be well worth it.
we are here for you man.
Hey man,
Sorry to hear that. Xanax helped me tremendously when i was in a state like yours. It will improve your sleep. I took 1mg every night for a couple of months. As soon as your sleep improves, the anxiety, the nightmares they will all be gone. You should try it.
I would also say if Xanax doesn’t work - 15 mg of Remeron each night should do the trick. And I agree - once you start sleeping - a TON of the mental sides will get better. I was in the same place you were 8 months ago - suicidal, really - and now I feel mentally around 90-95% of my old self. Don’t give up - our justice and our cure are coming.