I am unable to work, even with all the will, my brain seems to have no desire to do anything or to work or to progress, I’m tired of this shit PFS. Even making power can not feel like doing anything. Someone goes through it?
I am using Welbutrin, it helps a bit. But something peculiar is that the Welbutrin stopped my frequent urination
Your not alone. I haven’t been able to work in over 3 years. Formerly very successful in the IT field making 6 figures.
Have tried about 6 different anti-depressants. Mirtazapine seemed to help for a while, then things went downhill so I quit it.
Most recently, 2 weeks ago, my doc talked me into trying Wellbutrin. It appears to be helping so far. Still very unhappy, but at least my mood swings are less.
The struggle I have with Anger rages on. My wife knows all the buttons and triggers, I’m beginning to think she’s doing it on purpose to get me to leave.
We’ve made it 22 years, without infidelity, but the end seems to be just around the corner.
Proverbs: 21:9 “It is better to live on the corner of a rooftop than to share a house with a contentious Woman”.
I’m past the grieving stage and learning to finally accept that I need to leave. She makes my recovery even harder due to the added stress and conflict. I’m already in major adrenal fatigue.
Viagra works for you?
My side effects leave, but very slowly, 1% every 10 to 15 days. Welbutrin gain me some libido I’m feeling something for women, but not much, the erection problems continue. The prostate bothers and tightens the anus and I do bloody stools. I hate baldness, but i hate this shit too.
Fuck Merck
I can relate to this … its terrible… no motivation… it can feel like a chore to do something as simple as brush my teeth. In fact i basically stopped taking care of myself for over a year… had no motivation… was terrible… i go through the motions and take care of myself better these days but it still feels pretty empty most of the time. Just going through the motions. It has gotten mildy better as time progresses.