Hello everyone,
I’m a 29 year old guy from Holland and have been using Finasteride for roughly 3 years now (1.25mg per day).
It worked wonders for me. Regained a lot of my hair and it got me out of a depressed state when I initially started losing my hair and got obsessed about it (I’m prone to being obsessed about things).
I had most of the common side-effects when I started with Finasteride (ED, less/watery ejaculation, my balls were hurting etc). Most of these sides faded after a while. After about 6 months I really started to notice great hair results and I couldn’t be happier. I was feeling great! Both sexually and mentally.
The only things I noticed that I basicly never had morningwood any longer, and my overall libido was a bit lower then I was used to. But bare in mind that I never really had a huge libido anyway.
Sadly, since february, shit started to look VERY bad for me.
I went to a party and used XTC (used XTC on the regular). After this night I’v had severe Depersonalization/Derealization till today.
Now, the reason why I’m looking for advice is that, both me and my psychatrist were thinking that using Propecia MIGHT be the cause of hightened anxiety and that using XTC just gave the final push. Looking back at myself prio to taking finasteride, I was a lot more relaxed. And I gradually started to become more anxious (Atleast, that’s what I think). It could have also just been because of graduating, getting a new job etc.
I actually quit Finasteride for about 3 weeks a couple of months ago because I was on holiday and I forgot to get a new prescription. During these 3 weeks I actually felt a relief from depersonalization (But it could also just be because I was on holiday). When I came back from Holiday I started with Finasteride again because I was scared to lose my regained hair.
At this very moment I’m thinking of quitting Finasteride for a longer period of time!! Just to see if my anxiety will lower and maybe even cure my Depersonalization. I have already stopped taking Finasteride cold-turkey for about a week now. BUTTT, now I’m reading all these horror-stories about PFS, and it makes me wonder if this is the right decision to quit at this moment in my life (with the depersonalization being VERY bad already even on Finasteride). I’m not sure if I will even make it with added PFS, i’m already feeling suicidial sometimes with the problems I’m having now. I never had (bad) mental issues during the most part of my Finasteride use.
What do you guys suggest? Should I continue Finasteride, quit or maybe even taper down? Because the anxiety/dp I’m having now COULD be related to FInasteride. But, then again, the problems that i’m having now could also just be related to my XTC use, and it has NOTHING to do with FInasteride.
Thanks for taking the time to read my story, and hopefully you guys could give me some advice.
If you have any further questions, go ahead.