I got really depressed one day and almost tried to kill my self than I called my mom said that. And obviously I didn’t. She was very supportive and it gave me hope so I started setting health goals. About three days into my new health goals I mentioned something about accutane and she said I “believe you belive that” and it sent me into another depression today I think because I was conflicted and disappointed because I thought we were on the same page. also I felt angry
Than we got into an argument. first she said she thought it was depression and than I showed her all the people who’s parents have said the same thing, and i tried to explain how frustrating that can be for me than she said im just going down another rabbit hole. And got angry and stormed off and left. I asked her at the beginning not to to get angry and storm off.
So basically I feel really hopless again . I would like some closure I guess or maybe to talk to someone who at least recognizes that and doesn’t try and give me lecture on how I actually have depression.