In case I die from it…I have a bad feeling about all this…Those that have followed me here know my physical situation and deterioration…I can breath well at all now from just walking around and physical symptoms of swelling and weight gain are worse than ever…
So I am really concerned I have job that is essential staff that requires me to be there and the virus is starting to spread now like wildfires.
So I have seen a lot of young folks who have died from it this week here in the states…With a system already compromised its worrying…I went from running 30 miles a week to a shell that can’t even mow my own yard anymore without almost collapsing from exhaustion…
I have been lucky to have had this job that requires no physical effort really for the last six years as my pfs symptoms really started intensifying in 2016 and each year was worse than the last after that point…Its true that mentally I am somewhat improved but does you little good with a destroyed body and health…
Soi don’t know what the future of this virus will bring but its gonna get a lot worse before this summer and the future of pfs looks even bleaker with nothing new on the horizon and in what looks to me anyway as interference from outside entity’s to prevent what studies that have been done from seeing the light of day…