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Hello Jim,
now propecia help runs stable again. Post history is lost for a time period. Better than once a total community shut down.
Without this plattform even more than now every victim would fight only for their self, no awareness campaigns to save others, no research, only young polytoxicomaniacs. Ok Bad mindset, they take action not to loose hope.
So I’m so pleased to have you, MStone, LazRay, some others here, in the chats and some German language co sufferers, who talk about their sufferering and real feelings.
So we hangle from day to day sitting lobotomized in our chairs. In Ohio, the Rockies, Scottish english boarder and the Rhine river “Ruhrgebiet” are sharing the same frame day by day.
Wish you some good moments. Some windows and good moments, like I have sometimes with my daughter experienceing now the world of the grown ups step by step and when the last friends visit me to play Romme or Kniffel.
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Showed my changes from the Sex God to the Bum King 
after 17 month right now under “Photographic evidence of facial changes (post your changes)”. Wonder how I’ll look in two years.
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@Exsexgod
You’d clean up good, with a shave and a haircut (two bits!) I am curious, do you not pursue your interests due to a lack of energy? or a lack of interest? Jim
Four o’clock in the afternoon
And I didn’t feel like very much
I said to myself,
“Where are you, Golden Boy
Where’s your famous golden touch?”
The mirror cries
“Hey, Prince, you need a shave”
Now, if you can manage to get
Your trembling fingers to behave…
For what?!
Without a cock?!
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Jim, from the old man competition here, it has become silent around you like it did around my friend Lazarus Ray too. Are you still on board, like me tired of that all hangeling through the tired days. Yes I have three friend s in my german chat who realy and documented recovered and three who can live with their symptome. Only me and two other ones are fucked up from that all. But all of them so much younger.
After all there are initiatives of a handfull guys to fight and recognize the disease but most still only intetested in the next protocol and the next 1200 % unbelivible insane himalaya salt recovery after 10 years. And they all believe it. So sometimes it’s boring to write something about feelings.
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Hey Jim hope you’re allright!
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How long did it take for your friends to get stable and live with the symptoms?
They need years.
@Taw You make me blush. Thanks for the kind words.
I read thru the forum daily, but haven’t been joining in like I have in the past. I feel like an outlier, the old man that is irrelevant to the cases of the young.
I do intend to post an update soon, I had a crash recently that has dropped me to my knees.
Also, @Exsexgod, I should apologize to you my friend. You reached out here and I didn’t respond. You seem to be doing better. Stay strong. Jim
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Sry for joining a conversation when you dont even know me. But i think its normal to sometimes no disappear or no answering. This condition is hard and even navigate on internet is hard!
Btw im Young but your case is also interesting for me. We both humans we both being fucked by the same substance we both we Will be use the same cure if ever exist!
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Hello dear “old” friend. A crash put you to your knees. What shall I write you as I sit in my chair too, now a 61 yo senior and see the spring rising outside. These days taking my bicycle all my life for a nice pre spring ride or a long walk.
Now I wait for the third summer with this shit and I have at least no motivation anymore. May I say that? You know from all the other posts here that we all recover and this pfs is just a little hormonal imbalance.
I hope we have not to tell us this fucking shit! There has been a memorial ice hockey game in Toronto for Mark Turner, who committed suicide. Heartwarming pictures of some pfs guys and the parents. With my friend Erik and friends and relatives there is a little loving community, with etical principles to warn other young men taking the internet marketed hims, keeps and my spring products and supporting great research ongoing.
As you liked my response to the next infantil recovery post like you and Lazarus it’s hard to find a normal conversation in this grotesque clownery of a severe disease. That’s the reason why I delete so much comments.
So I try to hangle from day to day, motivation from two old friends and a nurse service. As you know that all recover, I can say as a dark minded outsider, it’s at least only a daily fight for my child.
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And I hope from my heart that your lifelong loving wife is still standing by your site and you are going through the tough senior days together.
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Summers are the worst. I can handle winter much more easily.
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I put this picture on my Farcebook page a week ago. Not one person has asked about it. People generally don’t care anymore.
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It’s like the nomads, they walk to the new hunting grounds and let the weak ones behind. No one looks back.
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Hard to believe it’s been nearly 6 months since I last posted here.
Our friend @Exsexgod wrote the following recently:
I fall deeper, deeper and deeper, loosing every power. Getting fatter, fatter and fatter. Getting immobile, more and more housebond. Living with my fantasies 95 % in the past… Bloodpressure through the roof. Breath short.
He has written my story as well! Instead of enjoying a life of retired leisure activities, I stumble from day to day.
I need to add one more short and simple line:
Waiting daily for this miserable life’s end. Jim
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I grew up in a litlle suburb, in the 60ties a village with farmer boys, bakery daughters and village people in my primary school. The wild 70ties with glam rock from England and then Punk in the early eighties. Study in West Berlin, wall was down experincing all the east Berlin Club sceene. Years in the hinterlands “Grimms thales land” Düsseldorf and Colonge, back home. I met so many different people, lived with women, affairs, parties, friendship with so many guys.
Now forgotten! Nobody left! Two old friends! The childreen on weekends, but they go their own way. Sometimes I’m full of fear for the childreens future. Germany was the safest country of the world all my life. Now getting a failed state. Lost my money and estate because of Oil Boycott and supervisor etc. too. I’m forgotten.
Then here! Im happy that two guys recovered in my german group. Spontaneous, not by fucking hcg lie. But the rest, only some are very active, together with pssd to rise awarness and fund good research with universities and new techniques. But the rest only expiriencing hcg voodoo cult and fake recoveries. So I feel lonly in the groups too.
Forgotten and shut off. Like the silent majority of us. So I sit in mc chair day in day out, cant face the whore I had, cant face the sick midget urologist with his mini cock in summer 2018 in his Surgerey shorts in the practice, cant face that I sent probes to an asbestos lab before I renovated a wall and didnt check my pills…
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Friend, you and I face a denial that the younger ones do not: the denial that we are sick from some strange drug reaction, instead we are sick simply because we are old.
I am nearing 68 next week, and people including my wife will tell me that the ailments I have are those shared by many old folks. (Regardless of the fact that I was very healthy and sexually active just a few years ago.)
I don’t have PFS I’m told,
I am merely growing old!
Jim
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