Guys…this is Affectee1. I lost my password and have returned as Affectee2. Its been several years that I’ve been seeing my sex drive continue to plummet and now I have none left. I am now unable to maintain an erection, my sack is just hanging like shriveled skin, my girl friend left me and I am now all alone with no hope whatsoever of a cure. The country where I live provides no solutions and I have lost so much money that I can no longer afford to travel abroad to try to find some help. I have been praying to God for months now and today I came to the realization that I simply cannot go on any longer. I have nothing left to go on for. If there is a hell, the people who made this poison should be there. God knows that I will never forgive, you have taken everything from me.
I know, we are looking into the abyss. But, there is too much positive momentum cooking to give up now. This is a time for optimism and action. Research etc. can only help point us in the right direction. Have you tried any treatments of any kind?
Dude this guy is at the end of his rope asking him what treatments he took can’t help him.
To affectee, I was there not too long ago. I came so close to ending it that I will not even repeat exactly how close I came on this forum. All I can say this that not any of us really wants to end it because deep down we all know that this is all due to a damn drug, and without that one factor we’d be going on about our lives relatively happy.
Have some hope my friend we are making some progress in regards to figuring this whole mess out. Once we know how its caused we can start working on how to undo it. You have hung on this long, please stay with us now, now when we are getting the most attention and research this condition has ever garnered.
I know words on the internet are one thing and a real person are another thing. I hope that you are still with us and I am going to PM you my phone number and email address you can call/text/email anytime you want to talk… I can tell you in more detail about everything thats happened to me as a result of this. Litterally anytime, I lost my job cause of this shit so I have all day pretty much to myself.
Hold on man. Now is the time to push hard on this issue, to keep this ball rolling. Once again contact me anytime.
@BROKENPECKER
You are joking, right? I ask him what treatments he has taken for a damn good reason. For example, I had horrible brain fog and was helped by fish oil, and I had horrible insomnia, but was helped by apple cider vinegar. Perhaps some of these things can bring him some relief too.THAT is why I am asking him what he has tried!
Does my post read like a joke? Yours does, this guy is pouring his heart out cause he’s given up on life and you wanna know what crap he’s tried? Obviously you’ve never been to that point, cause when you get there talking about supplements and treatments really doesn’t matter anymore.
Nevermind I’m not gonna get in an argument about your post when there is a guy thinking about offing himself. Go pop some krill oil maybe your dick will start working.
Dont worry about these jokers Affectee2. The best thing i have done since my finasteride crash was got myself a little puppy, fox terrier/jack russell cross.
She is great company in my lonely times and really makes me laugh. She also gets me out of the house, i really enjoy walking her through the parks on sunny days.
@BrokenPecker
Honestly, wow.
I am aim to give him some tips that may help him to feel better. If he is at the point you say he is, perhaps he can use some tips from people that may help.
Also, do not talk to me about where I have been with all of this. I have been demolished by this drug. I have made some modest improvements only through the advice of others on this forum. Had I not gotten that advice and not tried these supplements, I would still have much more severe problems than I do now.
Honestly, your idea that people should not share with him things that may help because he is at the point where"it really doesn’t matter anymore" is simply foolish.
Personally, I do not care to argue either. It is pointless. If you have anything else to say to me, send em a message so we do not waste this persons thread any further with arguments.
Literally, I was trying to help. That is all.
Its fine man, there is just a big differance between being miserable vs suicidal is all I’m saying. Hopefully the fact that this guy came here and posted means he might not be that close yet… last thing I was thinking about was this site at the time.
To the OP –
Many of us are sharing your outlook, or have at some point in our endless struggle. Whatever you do, don’t give up hope. It’s all any of us have at this point and it’s an incredible driving force in finding a resolution. I know that I’m not going to give up easily because if I do, Merck will continue to poison society and land more unfortunate souls in this forum.
Please be sure to give this thread a good read, if you have not already:
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There’s active research being conducted right now and science is capable of so much more than your doctor.
Can you link to your tests. May be able to help you with some things.