Is there anybody out there? + small vent

Hello lads,
I’m new and i was wondering if there is anyone willing to chat.
I’m about to reach the 24yo mark and got severe, long lasting sides from accutane at only 17 and a half yo. So its been 6 and a half painful years with ups and downs regarding to sides.
I dont know, i feel so alone and unrelatable in my daily life, everything has gone wrong and i cant help feeling like a victim, a corpse left behind on the side of the road by the pharma