I have had perfect hormone levels pre TRT and all the years after Fin. Yet I am like castrated for 16 years now. Every 4-6 weeks I get kind of a libido if I stay away from sex/fapping and porn. In this time I also get mental function back and depression fades away. That libido and mental clarity is there for 1-2 days until I fap or have sex. Then its gone (or crash) again for 4-6 weeks where I have zero interest in anything sexual. I lost many girlfriends due to this. I am at some point in my life (39 and 16 years without libido) where I am willing to try anything. I dont care if TRT shuts me down. I take DHEA and Pregnenolone as well. If TRT will do nothing after 6-12 months, I will do HCG and then a PCT.
This was before I tried anything like DHEA, Pregnenolone, HCG or TRT
This was after HCG pre TRT. LH and FSH is crashed due to HCG.
EDIT: During this days of good libido, even if I dont have sex or fap, it crashes by itself after couple days.
EDIT2: I think if I stop TRT, I will not even feel any different. Because T is not doing its job in the body properly. I think pfs is how people with low T feel.