I'm alive got sectioned under mental health act

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#21

I only saw the post when you put Yes. Rest was added later…

Your point is confusing? It’s not good enough I’m at a mental ward it has to be specifically proven I’m here cus of pfs for you? Otherwise I could be here for no reason… yeah ok… I get it. I cant really prove that? I suppose I could grab a doc and be like um can we rundown my case real quick and film it lmao? I don’t know. You tell me what to do? I don’t really think I’m in a position where thaysproveable? Yes my mental health is bad. But teo months ago I loved life. I didn’t have pfs then… I’ve also used lots of drugs before in the past and didn’t have pfs then… no mental ward.

I can safely say I wouldn’t be here if I never got pfs… you’re free to believe me or not shame I cant convince you otherwise but I understand skepticism.

#22

Just because you make me feel like shit once (no offence) or something doesn’t mean the other members haven’t made me not feel so alone during all this… I hate the feeling of aloneness of PFS and uoure trying to push me away from a community which understands it? I’m so confused as to your motive or want from me? To leave?

#23

They are not helping you. They are hurting you by encouraging you to continue to post on the internet. Misery loves company, and the road to hell is paved with good intentions. My opinion. Follow what professionals present in person are telling you. I guarantee you that posting walls of text on this forum is not part of it.

#24

Idk dude ive received lots of good advice I think it’s my fault for no listening. I don’t think they’re hurting me It really helps to think there are people out there battling this too.

I often open this page when I start to downward spiral about pfs and sometimes it helps to remember I’m not the only person experiencing certain things plus there are certain things that can be done. I definitely won’t be posting as often as my distraught phase since I need to be fighting pfs as much I can now but hey I’m still in the ward on my phone waiting for sleeping meds to put me sleep what not browse here and post a little lol for like 30 min to 60 at night that ain’t that bad

Professionals are telling me things I can plan on in the future (which I do fortunately now and a few things I wanna do) and avoiding certain thought patterns (Ill always be shit at this f u psychs) etc. And to keep myself distracted with activities (going start seeing friends and dad more rather than bordering self in room). No harm in using a forum before bed my friend it doesn’t run contradictory to their advice

But let it be known. I respect your advice and appreciate the input.

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#25

I didn’t even read the entire post but I will now

I’m just glad you’re alive man
Let’s keep it that way, ay?

It’s low for all of us right now and seems bleak
But we have time and hope on our side
Let’s all hold out long enough to see a treatment/cure

I’m really glad your ok man

#26

You don’t have to explain yourself to people, this condition has proven to be enough for many people to work themselves in a deep depression, even though coming down from meth won’t help. I also hate accusations from family that being online is making me worse, I would be so much worse feeling all alone. I’m the same as you. When I’m in despair, I come on here for support and try to only write positive posts to keep others from tipping. :heart:

#27

Thanks dude! Hope you are well too. It took the absolute fear of realising what was happening after the shock of a narcan kicking in (at first I didn’t even really know what happened or what was around me etc) once that had settled to make me realise what the fuck I’d just done to make me realise yeah I have a lot to live for.

It wasn’t miserable and thankfully I didn’t get very angry cus the paramedics were really nice that wouldn’t have been good lmao but it was definitely absolute fear and shock at what I did or what was happening who knows. I didn’t even get the full dosage before od in thank god or it might’ve been way worse (good thing I had zero tolerance I guess ha?). Everything just worked out well and fast. Rarely get second chances like that I need to take up on it it’s made me realise how clouded and stupid I was being.

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#28

Yes dude for sure this place helps me feel like I can go on knowing others are battling too. If I had no propeciahelp forum I couldn’t even imagine how confused and crushed I’d have been… I’m so glad this place exists because otherwise I’d feel like the only person in the world suffering and that simply isn’t true!

Many people battling proudly day by day. I was just being a young and impulsive idiot as per my personality ugh hah :expressionless:

Best of luck in your fight brother <3

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#29

You do have a lot to live for man
Take it one step at a time and focus on getting right and out of that place on your own time

We are here to support you and one another

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#30

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