Hello. How are you all doing?
I’m getting along pretty well.
However, there were many worries and sadness.
First, can we meet a woman? This is the worry and secondly, can we get better someday in the future? I’m also worried.
Recently, I had a crush on a woman, and I felt good because we were able to communicate well. But I have PFS, so I have a lot of sexual problems, and my brain is complicated and dizzy because of brain fog. So I hesitated on my own, and eventually my close friend and the woman became acquainted.
If I had been healthy, or a little more normal, I would have had a happy day with her, which is heartbreaking. But that’s all right. I’ve been practicing a lot to accept PFS, so it’ll get better over time. But this time is really hard.
I imagine every day. The days when I become a normal and healthy ordinary person and have a loving and happy life. Of course, I know it’s a rare chance, but maybe one day we’ll be healthy.
There’s a lot of things that hurt me so much because of PFS. But I’ll try my best. I believe there will be a good day someday.
I wrote this because I felt lonely and tired.
I’m sorry that the text might be awkward because I used a translator.
Have a nice day, everyone.