I was also deceived and duped by the pharmaceuticals and doctor into taking this poison. I’m still trying to comprehend it.
Before Propecia: I am a college student. I have a good job and amazing girls attracted to me. I am ambitious and creative. Full of energy and always desiring to learn. Unspeakably high sex drive. My optimism of the future has no lid.
As my hair begin to recede and thin, I knew what my options were. I could take rogaine and/or propecia to buy time, or I could simply accept it deep within me and move on with my life. I started the process within myself of accepting the fact of going bald and remaining confident in myself, having the knowledge that women are more attracted to a mans confidence than his hairline. Yet my selfish ego wanted to buy time for the hair on my head through a $70 a month prescription. Honestly, I was very optimistic about the whole thing and even believed I would regrow some hair. I went to see a local dermatologist to ask questions. My main and most emphasized question was, whether the side effects were permanent or if they would go away after I stopped taking the drug. The side effects she mentioned to me were erectile dysfunction and tenderness/enlargement of breasts in some patients. I sought to clarify whether the side effects would disappear after I stopped the drug. She told me they would once the drug was out of my system, within so many hours. I had my full faith in her position as a doctor that I decided to take the drug. Within a couple of days I noticed a huge decline in erections, sexual drive and overall energy. I believed that anytime I stopped taking the drug that those side effects would all go away and I’d be back to normal. Days turned into weeks, weeks turned int months. I was depressed and it’s almost as if I didn’t even realize it. I blamed it on other things in my life rather than making the connection. It became so bad that I stopped showering and brushing my teeth. I didn’t even realize it though, it’s as if I was blinded to myself. People at work and my family members began to avoid me. I think I came close to losing my job. I finally awoke one morning with a revelation of why people were avoiding me. I did some research and came across this website. At that point I immediately knew the truth and I threw away the prescription. I experienced so much fear that night.
Now, being off the poison for almost 2 months, erections are still hard to come by. Not much sex drive and no solutions or answers for any of this. I also feel as if my ambition and creative mind have left me. I have an amazing girl attracted to me yet I’m not sure I can take it to the next level with my current situation. I feel deceived by my doctor and the pharmaceuticals. If I had any knowledge that I could have potentially irreversible side effects I would have never ever digested that poison. I still have problems at work remembering basic things.
Todays pharmaceuticals, pharmacists and doctors that prescribe these types of poison are the sorcerers spoken of in the Book of Revelation that deceive nations. The prophet John prophesied in the book of Revelation that “for your [Bablyon] merchants were the great men of the earth, because all the nations were deceived by your sorcery.” (Rev. 18:23) That word sorcery is translated from the Greek to mean “pharmaceuticals” or “pharmacy”.
I don’t know what the future holds. I’m trying to stay optimistic and regain my old self. I can say that I will never be enchanted by their drugs again.