I took Procepia for only 5 weeks I think I crashed 2 month after

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That is good to hear. When did you start improving?

I don’t know, Libido largely recovered within a year, I don’t think mentally it was ever that bad.

If my ED goes away somehow, barring some dramatic downturn 3 years off, I might be able to live normally in all areas.

In some ways I guess it could have being much worse, now it’s just down to ED.

I’m scared about my fertility though, but I know some PFS victims remained fertile so I’m hopeful.

Your fertility will be fine

I’ve managed to Father two kid miraculously after I took the poison, yet they may be left Fatherless if I see no improvements

Thank yourself lucky you only have PFS ED

Thanks for the encouragement, I know a lot of guys have it worse than me, it is still so frustrating to know that…it’s like you are so close to getting over it, yet you can’t jump over the last hurdle.

Hang in there man, think positive thoughts, I’m convinced that a bad psychological state will compound your other symptoms.

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Thanks buddy, I’ll try my upmost

Best of luck with forming a family as and when the times comes !

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Update:

Ed doesn’t go away, I don’t think size of my penis recovered either, not too worried about size too much because it’s still decent.

Other than that, I think the only persistent mental effect I still have is a slight decrease in short term memory, it’s not enough to affect my life but I find it annoying.

Libido is good, I wish my penis can get hard whenever I get horny

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6 years on, no changes since the first year. I guess maybe that’s good because my sides are considered “mild” compare to many others on these forums.

Girl wanted me to take her home and fuck her, I had to turn her down because of my ED, I’ve seen guys on old phelp forums saying they could get to 70% pre-fin with sex, but my erections are rarely good even when masturbating. I was too scared to find out and I didn’t have any viagara/cialis on me that night. Not the first time this happened.

I’m just horribly depressed last couple of days and feeling hopeless, the truth is I really don’t think there’s anyway to fix my junk or the ED. My shrank balls (being there since 8 month off fin) are just physiologically devastating because I feel like I have the testes of a 10 year old.

I don’t think killing myself is the answer, I can’t even bring myself to hate Merck anymore because what’s the point, even if we somehow destroy the company there won’t be a cure

I’ve seen so many people trying for so many years, it’s not hard to conclude a cure is probably decades if not 100 or more years away

there’s plenty of people with rare diseases I hear about on the radio and they live their whole lives with a disease with no cure, i think we are just one of them

6 years ago I made the worst mistake of my life and it destroyed my chance at having a happy youth…maybe a happy life, every day now I regret not having spent my pre-fin days better. Even if a cure comes out now so much of my life has already being lost.

I’ve being thinking of how long it’s being, and how much life I’ve being missing, I want to start a life with a girl, now I think maybe it’s better for me to just stay single forever and concentrate on other parts of life. Maybe if I’m super successful I’ll find a girl who’ll love me for who I am.