Friends, I think I will not write anymore. Believe me if I tell you I’ve been hit worse by all of you. I deserved nothing of all this, like you, others. Nobody deserves it. I can not live like this anymore, I can not. I no longer love life, I see so many people, who do not stop living, smiling, fighting. I can not do anything else that cry all day and feel bad. I can not and can not accept myself. I am no longer a man. Life is sometimes really cruel, and there are no words or people to find comfort, there are not enough tears to cry for certain suffering. Beyond the physical one, which for me is deadly I carry one inside endlessly bigger that is killing me, responsible for all this nightmare. You know who directed me to the doctor who reduced me so? She was the woman I loved and although knew about the whole situation she abandoned me.
Hold on.
You aren’t the only person here with your condition.
We are finding out more about these conditions.
The science is continuing to advance.
Things can improve, both once treatment has been established and naturally. I believe that treatments are possible and that they are closer than you might think.
This time will be hard and I know you are suffering but you have to hold on and wait to get your life back.
U need to calm yourself a bit, take a deep breath and asses your situation from another perspective. Losing your reproducing capabilities is not the end of the world - coming from a guy which his sexuality was everything to him.
Also always remember that this is NOT permanent. You WILL get better. You need to find some supplements or protocols that work for your body.
Hey mate, I’ve been hit extremely hard myself, have struggled with a lot of other mental stuff most of my life and have hit rock bottom multiple times.
But im still here, regardless of how weak I think I may be I’m still here hanging on and so can you. Your a lot stronger than you think and as bad as things may seem, we will eventually come out of this mess as stronger people.
The horizon is bright and science is progressing extremely fast.
I know this is cliché but there are many other people out there that will love you regardless of what happens, sometimes it may seem like you don’t want anyone else bar the one you loved, but hang in there my friend, take it day by day and i assure you things will get better.
Don’t give up @Demon.
A couple of years ago I was completely destroyed mentally (at first place insomnia), physically and sexually.
Today I have achieved two completely recoveries and I am able to reverse easily mental sides and improve my sexual condition.
My biggest sorrow is about my poor body shape but I am working to fix it.
The improvement of your condition is REALLY possible.
Find out the right protocol is the answer.
Stay strong my friend!
@Demon, please give this at least a year to see where you end up. I was there after crashing 20 years ago, recovered a significant degree of my personality and sexual function over the next 4-6 months, and still hanging in there 20 years later.
It’s too soon to call it quits.
Wait for the Baylor study and the Sage pharmaceutical medication. That’s two more years. Just hang in there. I know it’s hard but if you can just focus on other things the time will pass soon enough.
I’m still alive, my friends 