Hey all
Back in november/december of last year i took xandrox 15 plus for a month. Felt i lost my morning woods so i quit it. I don’t think i’ve had morning wood since that time. well, i do sometimes i guess. Next, out of desperation I took one pill of finasteride, and then sworn it was stupid and didn’t take anymore. So In total i’ve had a month of xandrox 15 plus, which is minoxidil with fin in it, and also 1 pill. I took the pill in january.
February/march/april/ I seemed fine.
may/june I started getting paranoid at the fact i had taken it back then and i felt as if i was losing erection easily unless i keep beating off to porn.
this month, it seems to be at it’s worst. Like, I can be watching porn, it gets up pretty fast after physically stimulating, but really quikcly i can lose it even in the middle of porn. The thing is though, which is honestly ruining my life is i don’t know if it’s PSF, or pure mental problems. For example, the fact that i’ve even taken ONE pill has been dawning on my mind for like 3-4 months now. I think about it everyday and think “i wish i never took that one pill, i bet it’s fucked me up”. Sometimes I test myself. One day the first beat off sess is sorta ok… lasts 10 mins. pretty much hard through the whole thing. but again i lose it very very easily if i think about “oh shit i took fin.” second time is the same. Later in the evening i do it a third time which is a struggle as in my body isn’t interested but i just go find porn and make it interested. then i do a fourth time late into the early hours, like maybe 2am, and that seems to be the best one depending on what i’m watchin. Is it possible with PSF to masturbate 4 times in one day? Today i’ve only masturbated twice, but there was a disaster in the second time because i thought about fin the whole time… it sucks so bad.
So i relaly don’t know if i really have PSF, or if it’s because it’s ALWAYS on my mind. Like, my general libido is lower, but i think it’s cause i’ve been depressed and always think fin has messed with my system. I guess the problem is, over a year ago, before i touched it, I had my teenage like libido. Horny all the time. Now i’m never horny. But then again, i quit lifting weights 6-7 months ago, and really have been lacking exercise even though i’m still in great shape. I donno if that could have affected my libido either…
like fuck, i think my brain is makingme think i have PSF, and i might not even have it. but i may aswell have it as it’s fucking up my libido and how i can just lose a full erection quickly.
If i had PSF… would beating off 2-4 times everyday be impossible?
I guess the question is… is it possible to have taken one tablet, and then months after taking it, sides to slowly kick in, like gradually worse and worse or is that my brain continuely making me think about the fact i’ve taken fin in my life. Like i never had a big crash, like i’ve never had a day where i can’t get an erection.
thanks guys and i’m dreadfully sorry for this condition it’s awful.