Hello, I very recently joined this forum and you can go to my previous post stating what happened
http://www.propeciahelp.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=622
My question is if all of this might be in my head and just due to anxiety of the ability to get an erection that I’m getting these problems, because when I hit the sack my penis does get very hard, as it does in the morning, funny thing is I had a very fucked up dream about my whole situation last night.
Like I stated in my earlier post I can still masturbate and orgasm, though not like how it used to be, and visual stimuli just barely seems to do anything for me at all if not paired with hand motions.
I’m also gonna be honest, I haven’t gone for more than a few days without whacking off since I’ve come off the drug. Let me tell you though, while I was on the drug the sides were definitley not imagined. My urine came out slow, my prostate and testicles had a subtle pain, my semen came out all chunky and weird, no nocturnals or morning wood, and at my worst moment I just could not get anywhere near hard or orgasm.
So I wonder if perhaps I’ve been psychologically scarred from this experience and it is affecting my confidence and lustful thoughts towards women.
I am on day 3 of no masturbation so far, and things are definitley starting to be a bit better, I have also made it though this whole day with no cigarettes via the aid of Chantix which I plan to be the beginning of me being a non smoker.
I wonder if perhaps viagra could psychologically heal me by reminding me of how good things used to be and making me crave for that feeling yet again, or if it will make me psychologically dependent on it.
I know that a lot of times just because something is psychological doesn’t exactly mean you can control it. It can affect you deeply through your subconcious mind. The mind is very complex indeed.
Oh and as a final note, often times when I masturbate it is not by stroking but by rubbing the dick head. I feel this gives a more powerful sensation and that a lot of times my dick doesnt even need to be fully erect to orgasm. Perhaps its because of this that I’ve tricked my cock into thinking it doesnt need to be fully erect to get pleasure. I still very much feel like I should get a hormone profile just to put my mind at ease…