I am so confused right now - Am I suffering side effects?

I’m going to be honest with you guys here. I will begin by saying my mind plays tricks on me. My confidence is always shot. I always feel like I’m in a worse position than I am. My thoughts are always racing. I may be a little psychosomatic. This is all pre-propecia me.

The chances that I have a Propecia side effect is about what? 1/35 (as per the Propecia statistics). The chances that they continue after discontinuation are even less likely. But, once I was taking the drug, my ability to read seemed to suffer, and so did my ability to interpret (words on paper, what people are saying), etc. Yes, but what this all psychosomatic? I always feel like things I’m taking will affect me mentally of physically (depends on which aspect I focus on), even if they aren’t. I feel 100% I am not suffering from sexual side effects. I’ve also taken Propecia before and felt no side effects at all (and for longer than I did this time), but stopped because my family were afraid of it’s possible side effects. I took the drug for 8 days this time.

Though these abilities of mine to read and interpret seemed to suffer (to me), I did about the same at school as I did before. I did bad on one exam that was the worst I’ve done in a long while, but the reasons I did bad can be explained without pointing to Propecia quite easily. Besides that, all my other marks were up to my expectations. I felt my memory actually improved. I am sure that I am not suffer from propecia related side effects, it’s that I cannot always be sure, and as I told you, I’m a little psychosomatic, always have been.

Anyway, from reading this forum, I have started to use Gabba, thought it might help my mental well-being which has never been great. And I already feel better while taking it. This is actually the reason I’m posting. If I would have never thought I had propecia related side effects, I would have never tried Gabba, and it would have never made me feel better than I have in a long while. I have been suffering from my mind all my life, and it feels like Gabba is working. I am very grateful for that. Maybe this is the reason I’ve felt like propecia was ruining it me (even though I feel positive it was not), it was to read this forum, and to find a solution to my mental inabilities.

Thanks to you all.

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