Mew - I am new to the board, once I found this site and finally admitted I had done this to myself I couldn’t read the posts for 6 months. Anyway I think the post from ScaredMale30 sums up the desperation I felt when I first logged onto this site.
In order to take control of our own destinys maybe we could hire our our researcher to help with our cause. If we could get 100 people on the board to commit to contribute $1000.00 each that would be 100K. We couldn’t hire an MD for that but maybe we could get a college professor or a PHd student looking for a dissertation subject. I’m just trying to think outside the box here. I’m sure you have already thought of this. I’ll be happy to put my name on the list to write the first check.
Likewise we could do the same to hire a lawyer to sue Merck. I think this is secondary to trying to find root cause of our illness. I apologize if you have already discussed these items.