Work is rough, just trying to make it to the end of the shift while masquerading as a normal person.
The whole pretense is exhausting, especially when there’s no real future date you can aspire to.
Danny
I couldn’t agree more, when all the guys at work are chatting about sexy women work mates, I sit there cringing, and feel so abnormal. Other men at work are so fucking normal and happy with they’re lives, just like mine use to be before this shit, as I sit there impotent, listening to they’re tales of some sexual innuendo, I just want a big hole to swallow me up, it’s fucking debilitating and humiliating!
yeah exactly, it’s like being a little kid amongst adults. utterly demoralising.
Start taking 5mg. once per day Cialis for daily use, daily for a while. Its what they prescribe for men who have prostate surgery and go impotent from that. It helps in the rehabilitation process. It will grow your dick after a while.
When I started taking the poison, my dick and balls were like they were in ice water. They couldn’t of been smaller or more lifeless. I had a girlfriend at the time and there was nothing going on down there. I found something that gave me some of my function back, tribestan by sopharma. I highly recommend it. I wasn’t completely cured, but I went from zero to something, it was a hell of a change. Try it, you have nothing to lose.
If you do decide to do it, don’t get some knock-off, you almost certainly won’t get the same results. I highly recommend cialis as well, but only AFTER the tribestan. Everyone is different, but the low doses of cialis don’t work well for me. It’s best for me to take a whole tablet ( 50mg ?) once a week or every two weeks. I’ve been there and that is what worked for me, good luck.
Thank you guys
I will try your suggestions
Hey Braziliandude,
I saw you talking about cerebrolysin on the board and I’m just wondering
how many cycles you’ve run of it and if you are still maintaing the
positive cognitive effects. Im really interested in taking it so any advice
you could give me would be much appreciated.
Thanks a lot,
John
I was born 100% healthy into this world
I was kind, considerate, caring and loving. At age 2 my Dad hung himself and I was fatherless
I strived to be a good person all my life and always had hatred and confusion towards my father for abandoning me at such a young age and could never understand why anybody would leave they’re child!
I came from a poor background and was brought up by my grandparents living in Jumble Sale clothes with fleas jumping in them! I lived on North Hull Estate until the age of 9, then my mum wanted me back living with her and my now step dad. I left my grandparents home very reluctantly
At my age of 30, 7 years ago I lost my mum at her age of 53 to breast cancer!
And I vouched I Would be the best person ever
At my age of 19 I met my wife to be, we bought our first home, whilst I was earning minimum wage having left school educated to GCSE level only. I worked all hours god sent
5 years later I surpassed as a police officer, then a year later I married, another year later and i became a very proud father to my eldest boy who will be 10 next year. I then had another son, 5 next month, then we separated in July 2010, I took Propecia august 2010 after forging a relationship with Danielle, a work colleague, a few months in and she got pregnant but had to be taken to hospital for an emergency operation to remove am ectopic pregnancy, six weeks later she was pregnant again after I quit Propecia and she gave birth to my now 3 year old baby girl. We then went on a roller coaster ride of emotions related to propecia which I now make the connections to but not at the time, so we split after constant arguments, so in January 2013, a month after splitting with Danielle I took poison again but this time I had started dating Hayley who I fell in love with but within weeks my whole fucking world fell apart. I crashed big time, impotency for the first time in my life with crippling depression then came the call to go into mental home
Spent 3 months in there not knowing what the fuck was happening to me, tried to kill myself, come out and had my front door smashed down by my colleagues and taken taken back to mental ward where I absconded and was within 100 yards of train lines as I nearly stepped out in front or a train before I was arrested and taken back to mental home where I stayed for a few more months
I came out October 2013 and Hayley wanted to continue our relationship to my amazement
I moved in with her December 2013 and everytime we had sex I had to masterbate first to get an erection despite the fact she is stunningly beautiful
We broke up February 2014 and I moved back in with my step dad and then found out Hayley was pregnant, happy or sad? I still wanted to kill myself cos of PFS depression but was to become father to my 4th child and only just returned to work where my colleagues knew of my mental home stay after bashing my front door through months earlier
At present I’m living alone after finding a flat/apartment to rent as Hayley becomes weeks nearer to giving birth
I worry over the health of my unborn child in case of any PFS defects?
So in summary I just want to say sorry to anybody I’ve offended in particular Nopecia but I’m struggling like hell to get a handle on thus whilst trying to be a father to my 3 kids, hold a job down as a police officer and contemplate my future with a newborn child on the horizon with my worsening sexual function
I want to be with Hayley but can’t be due to my sexual, mental and physical state, it’s not fair on her or any woman
2 times out of 10 maybe I can have sex, it’s too frustrating
Nopecia please accept my apologies
I’ve acted like a complete prick at times but perhaps this explanation explains why to a certain degree?
I accept it and I’ll be happy to move on past the negativity and focus on ways to recover.
We all just want to get better.
Means the world to me, thank you
I’m just very fragile and lashing out has been my coping mechanism
Sorry
Any developments with UK media?
Yes Chris
Watch out in this Fridays ‘Sun’ newspaper (UK)
That’s all I’m saying
Good stuff 
and with England’s World Cup game tomorrow it’ll be a high circulation edition.
Make sure those of us across the pond get to see it!
And Tiger, I’m sorry you are having such a rough time. The shit has caused a lot of us to be a raging asshole at times, so we can understand. I’ll tell you what though, the fact that you faced it head on and apologized is huge in my book. Not many people take accountability for their actions, but you did. That’s a tough thing to do. It’s weird, I kinda feel like you guys are my brothers. It’s good to see you getting along.
Thank you @Len for your supportive PM and others in relation to praise youve given me for going public about my PFS, means a lot so thank you guys, also thanks to Mark2012 for notifying me of the story been public to start with and again to Nopecia for your efforts in backing me
God bless you all
Be strong friends, have you all tried to go on DHT therapy? If my symptoms do not improve I intend fully to go to the best Endocrinologists. I will spend my life in doctor’s offices till this Avodart is out of my system if I have to. It has induced similar states but I think because I am on hormone replacement therapy I have a little bit of help. I am seeing my hormone doctor in a couple weeks, I know nothing can comfort this pain, but rather than sit home depressed, why don’t you go to doctor after doctor? Demand that you get help, go to endocrinologists, I don’t plan to sit around like this, if I am going to be miserable, I will at least be going to doctors to try to fix it.
Have you guys tried DHEA? 300MG a day, I have had a lot of success with it, I think we are all suffering from DHT deficiency.
My docs won’t refer me to an endocrinologist because they say my hormones levels are normal. That said, I haven’t had DHT or 3adiol tested. When I asked if I could have them my doc said the NHS won’t test for those however I wouldn’t be able to grow stubble if I had a DHT issue (I have stubble).
I think I have found your story on other Internet forums.
I am sorry to hear about all the pain and suffering this has caused you.
Congratulations on getting every aspect of your life back that you can control via being mentally tuff such as getting your job as a police officer back. I’m sure if your co workers actually understood this shit they would be on your side.
I completely understand what this is like trying to explain to are friends, co workers and family. It’s really fucking terrible. In a way I would rather have cancer or be in a wheel chair or something. At least that way people we care about would not wonder what the hell are problem is.
I look up to you for making it this far and continue to fight for as much control over this situation as humanly possible until the stress kills me just like you have done and are continuing to do.
The only thing we can do is hit the gym until we look like fucking underwear models and try diff herbs and drugs wishing for the best while thinking out side the box.
No fear
There are sources that I have found on this website that suggest DHEA can increase 5 alpha reductase type 2 activity. I have not tried DHEA but am seriously considering adding it to my daily suppletments.
Would you be willing to share your experinces as far as the exact type of sexual symptoms you have experienced after coming down with PFS and exactly how much and what time of improvements you have achieved while taking Dhea at 300 mg per day?