I understand this might be a bit of an awkward topic but please answer truthfully if possible. I’m also gonna get kinda personal about fetishes in the next paragraph, so just a heads up for that.
I don’t mean just gay, straight, or bi. I mean to include certain propesities towards certain fetishes.
For me my tastes have definitely gotten more depraved, I think there might be a hormonal or neurological link to a leniency toward certain ingrained fetishes.
Pre-PFS: I had more of an primal attraction to stereotypically hot girls. Although there were fetishes they were pretty normal (anal, threesomes), my tastes were pretty much focused around girls that I knew in person; usually slim, hot, pretty; there was also quite a large personality element. All in all I had reasonably healthy tastes.
Post PFS: I recieved an overall reduction in libido, and I actually watch much much less porn than I did when I pre-PFS. When I do get horny it’s usually focused on girls who are NOT stereotypically attractive; chubby (even fat), hairy downstairs, milfy (for lack of a better term). I’m no longer attracted to normal healthy looking girls. I also get gripped by certain fetishes too, almost uncontrollably; like incesty stuff, trans porn, gangbangs, cuckolding.
Basically i’ve become rather depraved.
What’s interesting is when I get on a good regimen that works (temporarily) my libido improves massively when I first get on it and my tastes become even MORE depraved. I’ll jerk off like 5 times in a day over the sickest stuff.
But when things settle in a bit, and i’m feeling more consistent improvements, my tastes actually revert back similar to how they were pre-PFS: I’ll start to prefer hotter, slimmer, healthier looking girls. And the only porn I need is some nude pics.
But then inevitably I build up a tolerance to the regimen and i’m back to square one; feeling like shit, and a medium-low libido with depraved desires.
I know this was a bit of a long-winded post. But can anyone relate?