I haven’t visited this forum for many years. I am a long-time sufferer and decided to stop visiting just because it didn’t help my mentality.
Anyway, long story short, I had bad peyronie’s after taking just 1/4 pill of proscar back in '08. I had surgery to fix it, and that seemed to be botched because afterwards I couldn’t get an erection full stop.
So eventually I gave up hope of recovery and got a penile transplant around 4 years ago. Honestly it has returned my life to some kind of normal, and totally changed things around for me. I’ve had many GFs since then, with only one woman I’ve been with finding the implant to be an issue (even though i’m still relatively young), after having no GFs or even sex for almost a decade. I feel good again. Sex isn’t as good with an implant, it’s true, but it’s fine, and a whole lot better than none at all.
Sadly I never fully recovered from fin, despite being super healthy, so in a way I’m glad my hand was forced to have the implant. Although some side effects diminished over time, the libido never returned for me.
All that said, I am certainly not advocating an implant for everyone here. It’s a huge step, and non-reversible, and has its own risks and complications. I prob wouldn’t have taken it had I not had botched surgery; a natural recovery, or at least improvement, should definitely the goal.
But I’m sharing my story because I too felt suicidal for years, but the implant changed everything for me. So even if you are feeling extremely low; like there is no hope, you should consider the implant as a last resort option to give you some kind of life back, and definitely preferable to ending things!
Good luck